Suicide Is Not The Answer.

Hebrews 13:5

Jesus said.  "I will never leave you, nor forsake you."

You are never alone.  Jesus is with you.  All you have to is reach out and Jesus will meet you where ever you are at.  Just say:  "Jesus, I need you."

A young man was active in the church.  He played the drums during worship.  He worked out.  He took care of himself.  So everyone thought.

He let his depression over take him. and he is no longer with us.

On the outside, he looked like his life was perfect.  He was good looking.  He was a nice guy.  He was a personal trainer, helping others to get healthy and fit.  On the outside, it looked like he had everything going for him

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He was a Born Again Christian.  Jesus said, chose life.

Satan comes to kill, steal and destroy.

The fight is in our mind.  We must fight Satan everyday of our lives.  Satan does not want us to be close to God or Jesus.  That is why it is so important to renew your mind.  Read the Bible, daily.  Pray throughout the day.  Going to church on Sundays, is not going to do it.  

Suicide is on the rise as we are now living in the last days.  How to do we handle this with ourselves and our loved ones?

In the United States, it is all about the medicine.  Go to the doctor and they will give you pills.  That doesn't work, they will give you more pills.  For me, that was not the answer.

I have been suicidal most of my life.  I never thought I would live though my twenties.  I had no plans for the future.  I thought I would not be alive, so bother.

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I am now almost 60 years old, and I am still alive.  Why?  Satan had his chances to kill me, but every time, God saved me.  I could be dead right now and you would not be reading this.  I have cut myself many times.  Abused alcohol and abused over the counter medicine.  Satan tried to burn my house down, which if Satan had succeeded, I would have been burned alive.  God saved me from that fire.

So how is it that I haven't killed myself nor have I taken any depression medicine?

Jesus is the answer.  When I am at my lowest, (I still have those moments)  I get on my knees and pray.  I don't pray for God to heal me or save me, nor to I wine and complain to God.  God already knows what I am going through.  My prayer is something like this:

Dear Lord,
I cannot do this alone.  I need you, Jesus.  Only you can help me.  I am nothing without you, nor can I do anything without you.  I need you Jesus.  Amen."

Then I usually go to sleep, or otherwise I would do something stupid.  Then when I wake up, you know what?  I feel better.  My mind is clearer.  

Suicide Is not the Answer

Jesus Is The Answer.

I can only speak from my experience.  If you need to go to a doctor, by all means go to the doctor.  Take the medicine.

Don't do it alone.  Invite Jesus to go with you and to guide you.  

Jesus said choose life.

Satan comes to kill, steal and destroy.

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The Bible has all the answers to all your questions.

Suicide Is Not The Answer

Jesus is  the answer.  If you believe, pray, open you heart and stop listening to the world and satan, GOD will come into your heart and heal your pain, as He fills your soul with Love.

GOD is Love.

I wrote Suicide Is Not The Answer

this was me when I was being sexually abused by my grandfather.  No one ever knew what the pain I was in.  The pain that I buried deep into the core of my being.  It was not until I was 45 years old that I could say "My grandfather sexually abused me for years."

I abused alcohol, starved myself and cut myself several times.  Do not wait as long as I did.  I did not know Jesus.  I did not know what Jesus did at the Cross for me.  I suffered most of my life and isolated myself from everyone.  I did not know that Jesus was waiting for me to look up and call out his name.

It does not matter if you were raped at a young age or older.  It doesn't matter if you were sexually abused by a friend or boyfriend or had sex for money.  GOD loved you before He created the world.  All GOD wants from you is to look to Him and not this world.

Jesus died for us.  Jesus took all our pain, sickness, depression at the Cross.

Don't let another day go by.  GOD has a plan for you.  GOD created you for a reason.  Let Jesus into your heart.  Let Jesus heal you.  Let Jesus tell you why you were created and that if you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, Jesus has made a house for you in Heaven. 

Suicide Is Not The Answer--Jesus Is The Answer

If you don't know what to say.....Look Up and Say "Jesus"  Yell  "Jesus I need you.  Please come into my heart and let me know why I am here.  I need you Jesus."

Yes it is that simple.  Jesus is waiting for you.

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This is the first book I wrote.  What I did to stay focus on Jesus.  Jesus healed me.  I was Suicidal.  I was a mess.  Jesus took me and wrapped His love around me.  He showed me my purpose in life and why He created me.  This is my testimony.  Only 99 Cents.

Take a step of faith and order this book.  If you are hurting, wanting to die, wondering why you are in this world or just want to meet Jesus.  99 Cents will change your life.

We are living in the last days.  Don't wait, Jesus is waiting for you.

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Jesus Visited Me

You are loved.  The world might not love you.  Your family might not love you.  You might feel alone and want to die, but there is one thing you must know and believe.

                                                 GOD LOVES YOU

GOD created you.  GOD loved you before he created the world.

Read the book of Ephesians.

Ephesians 1:4

For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight.

This is my favorite verse.  He chose me before the creation of the world.

So it does not matter what your life is like right now.  It does not matter if you do not get along with your family.  It does not matter if you are poor, hungry or have a millions of dollars and feeling alone.  

                                             GOD Loves You

I did not have the perfect childhood.  I was sexually abused by my grandfather and my family knew it.  They were the ones that handed me over as if I was the family sacrifice for the family.  I have been suicidal most of my life.

Then one night, the worst night of my life, I felt the Love of GOD when Jesus sat on my bed.  He placed his hand on me and I felt the warmth of love cover me like a blanket.

I don't care if anyone believes me.  I know for a fact that Death was in the room with me that night.  I had cut myself, I have taken extra and I mean extra cold medicine with vodka,  I was in bed, waiting to drift off to death.  When I felt someone sit on the bed.  The mattress sank a bit.  I opened my eyes I saw nothing, but I did feel that Death has left the room.  I didn't move.
Then, I felt something on my arm, and felt a warmth cover me life a blanket.  I stared at the area where the mattress was sunken in.  I knew it was Jesus.

Then I heard his voice.  "It will be alright."

Then the mattress raised back up.  I sat up.  I turned on the light.  Death was no longer in the room.  I felt the love of Jesus.  

Jesus came to me in my darkness hour.  I was not alone.  I was never alone.

GOD loves me even when I ignored him.

Since I had taken all that cold medicine and vodka, I fell back to sleep.

When I woke, I still had the same issues as I had the night before, but I knew from that moment on, I was not alone.

You are not alone.  Look up.  Call out his name.  Jesus!  He is waiting for you to call out to Him.  

Jesus came and let me know it was not my time to die.  Jesus will do the same for you.  

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I am posting this book on different sites on Facebook.  For the first time I have an entire conversation on my book,  They don't like the fact that I am telling them that Jesus will heal anyone.  Jesus is the Healer.  They would rather have their loved ones kill themselves or over dose on drugs than to learn what Jesus did at the cross for them.  Sad.  The Bible says that if you are not being persecuted and have people againest you then you are doing something wrong.  GLORY TO GOD!  I am very excited.  People are seeing my posts on facebook.  People are looking at the book.  

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People are committing Suicide everyday and their loved ones ask why?  The do not want to hear the truth.  Jesus Is The Answer!

Jesus is the Healer!  

Stop listening to this World.  Start listening to Jesus.

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Suicidal -Suicide Does Any One Care?

I know now that Jesus will never leave me nor forsake me.

Most of my life I just wanted to die.  I had  a deep dark hole that went to the core of my being.  Nothing would fill the hole.  No amount of alcohol.  I starved myself.  I abused over the counter medicine.  I was waiting to die.

Once I started cutting myself, I discovered away to release the pain.  I had to cut myself just to leave the house.  I cut myself several times a day.  waiting to die.

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This is my latest book.  I never talked about my Suicidal thoughts or cutting myself.  So if you are dealing with Suicidal thoughts I want you to know that you are not alone.  You have never been alone. Jesus is the Answer.

I have walked in the darkness most of my life.  You don't have to .

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What Did You Do For GOD Today?

How often did you think of GOD Today?
How often did you think of what Jesus did at the Cross for you today?

Did you even pray today?

Are you so focused on yourself that to look up and remember that Jesus died on the Cross for you?

Are you so focused on your cell phone that you are ignoring everything that GOD has blessed for you.

Take your eyes off of yourself.

Look up and put your eyes on Jesus and the Cross.

Start asking yourself, what can I do for Jesus.

Pray and ask GOD, What can I do for you today?  Who can I bless today?

GOD created you.  GOD placed you here at this time, for a purpose.  It is no accident you are here at this very moment.  It is not an accident that you found my blog.

If you want your life to change, start looking to Jesus.  Jesus is the only one that can help you.

Take your eyes off of yourself and start looking to Jesus

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Fear Not

The Bible tells us to Fear Not 365 times in the Bible.

What are you afraid of?  The Bible says I do not give you a s spirit of fear, but a spirit of love.  So Fear is a Spirit.  Just as Satan is a Spirit.  They need our bodies to ruin our lives.

I lived in Fear most of my life.  I was a afraid of all the What If's  What if I get a flat tire?  What if someone talks to me?  What if I do something stupid?  What if I fail?  My what if's got so bad that I no longer left the house.  slept all day and waited to die.  In my book, Fear Not I tell how I overcome my fears.

It is not always easy.  I get nervous.  I get scared and just want to stay home.  Then I heard this song

I AM NO LONGER A SLAVE TO FEAR

I AM A CHILD OF GOD

HE SPLIT THE SEA SO I CAN WALK RIGHT THROUGH IT

SO I CAN STAND AND SEE

I AM A CHILD OF GOD

This song lifts me up.

We all have fears.  Fear of being homeless, fear of poverty,

You all who read my blog in other countries, I know that you have bigger fears and problems than us in the USA.  But we all have the same GOD.

Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you.

GOD already knows what you are going through.

Jesus is standing next to do.

Reach out and talk to Him.

Sometime I just reach out my hand and let Him hold my hand.  I can feel HIM.  Jesus is real.

Reach out your hand and feel His Love for you.

You are never alone.

So Fear Not.  You Are A Child of GOD

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Suicide is a taboo subject.  No One wants to talk about Suicide.  Then when it hits close to home, they blame the victim.

I have been suicidal.  I have attempted suicide.  That doesn't mean that I am crazy.  It means that that I was wandering around lost, without Jesus in my life.

I was listening to Satan.  I was listening to this world.  I was listening to friends and family that was telling me that I was stupid, worthless and never amount to anything.

I needed Jesus in my life.  It took me over 40 years to meet Jesus.  Now I will no longer be silent.  Satan is the enemy and I battle Satan every day of my life, with Jesus by my side.

If you are Suicidal, you are not alone.  Look up and say, Jesus, I need you come into my life."  Jesus will.  Jesus is waiting for you to call upon him. Yell his name, Jesus.  Jesus will come and fill your heart with Love.  You will never be the same again.

Stop listening to Satan.  Satan does not want you to experience the love and joy that Jesus will bring to you.

GOD gave us all free will.  It is your choice.  Satan or Jesus.  Choose Jesus and watch your life change.

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We All Have a Testimony

imony We all have a story..  We all have had pain and heartache in our lives.  We all have a past.

We have a story to tell to someone who might benefit from your mistakes or dreams.

I have a testimony that I don't like to talk about.

I isolated myself from the world, because I was waiting to die.  I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  I buried the pain and memories.  I had a deep black hole that went to the core of my being.  The pain was great. The pain I couldn't explain.  So I developed an eating disorder.  At one time I weighed less than 90 pounds.  I started drinking.  I do like my vodka and wine.  That only numbed the pain.  The pain was getting words and suicide thoughts were taking over my life.  I then started cutting myself.  several times a day.  Not deep cuts, I told myself.  just enough to bleed, and release the pressure that was building up inside of me.

No one noticed the cuts on my arms at work or they didn't care.  I went home and barricaded my self.  I blocked the doors, so no one could get in. I duct taped all the window so no one could get in.  I became a prisoner in my own home and I liked it.  It was safe.  I planned on die alone in the bathtub.

Then one night while cutting myself in the bathtub, I had a visit from Jesus.  I was going to cut my self deeper and bleed out.  I had two days off work.  No one would be looking for me, until I didn't show up for work.

Jesus stood by the tub and asked me what I was doing?

I felt His love surround me and I dropped the knife.

 I have never told anyone of this until now.  I felt His love.

That night my life changed.  It wasn't like I changed over night.

I have been listening to Satan for 40 years, now I wanted to know what Jesus had to say.  I started listening to Jesus and my life began to change.

I have a testimony and I will be silence no longer.

You have a testimony, when will you tell your story.

Someone is out there that needs your story.

If you are Born Again, you have a testimony that only you can tell

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GOD The Healer

BY HIS STRIPES YOU ARE HEALED

Jesus died for you.  Jesus died for me.  If you were the only one left on earth, Jesus would of gone to the Cross for you.  GOD Loves You.

GOD can be your healer, but you have to let Him into your life.

Are you sick?  Are you battling an depression, suicide or a physical illness?

I battled an Eating Disorder for years.  I wanted to die.  I started cutting myself, hoping, wishing, wanting the emotional pain to go away,  The pain was so deep, it was like a black hole into the core of my being.  I didn't go around talking about.  Who would believe me?  I suffered in silence.  I starved myself for over 30 years, waiting to die.  It didn't happen.  I would wake up and think "Crap, I am still alive."  I would take over the counter medicine to make me go to sleep, hoping that I wouldn't wake up.  I was not eating.  I was sleeping all the time.  The only time I was a wake was when I went to work.  I had cuts on my arms, dark circles under my eyes.  I weighed less than 100 pounds.  Waiting to die.  I had a cancer scare, as some would call it.  I wanted the cancer, something to kill me.  It wasn't cancer.  I was disappointed.

There had to be a reason I was alive.  I had to have a purpose.

This little girl that has suffered from sexual abuse, eating disorder and cutting herself, there had to be a reason, but what was it.  I had no idea, I was to busy wanting and waiting to die.

Then someone gave me a Bible and I heard the voice of GOD "Read it"

The Bible changed my life.  It didn't happen over night.  But the days got better and I began to see light instead of darkness.

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I still had an eating disorder, I couldn't eat.  I do not get hungry anymore.  I go from feeling fine to being nausa to throwing up.  I learned to eat by the clock, something, anything to put in my stomach even that is just a cracker.  My eating disorder has nothing to do with food or dieting.  www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3EBXX8  It is an emotional, mental thing that only GOD can cure.  Doctors can;t.  They can prescribe pills, but it won't cure you, they can feed you with a tube, but it won't cure you.  They can put you in the hospital but it won't cure you, GOD is our Healer, Only GOD can heal you.

So if you are battling with depression, an eating disorder, cutting yourself, drug abuse or an illness, Only GOD  can heal you.

Jesus healed me.  I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior and then I was Baptized in Cotter Springs.  I am Healed By The Stripes Of Jesus.

Jesus can do the same for you.

Accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior:

Pray This:

Dear Lord,
I come to you broken, lost and a sinner.  Come into my heart.  I believe that Jesus died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day.  I believe that Jesus died for me.  Take me as I am and do something with my life.  Jesus is Lord.  Amen.

If you prayed this prayer, you are now Born Again.  You are a new creature in Christ and Christ dwells in you.  Leave a note in the comment and let me know.  I want to celebrate with you.

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Holiday Depression & Suicide

Thanksgiving Day, Christmas, New Year's Eve & New Year's Day

It is overwhelming and enough to make you jump off the bridge and end it all.

Jesus was born on Christmas to give us Hope and to Save us.

Don't let this world win.  GOD LOVES YOU!

To be honest, I do not like the holidays.  I do not join in on Thanksgiving dinner.  I don't go into debt for Christmas.  I don't even decorate for Christmas.  It is not in the Bible, to put a tree in your house.  The Bible says to borrow from none, but be a lender to many nations.  Deuteronomy 28:12 Everything the world does for the holidays are not in the Bible.

The reason for Christmas is to celebrate the birth of Jesus.

I know it can be a hard time if you do not come from a loving family, If you don't have someone to celebrate the holidays with.  A few years ago, I was severely depressed.  I was alone.  For Thanksgiving and Christmas, I took cold medicine, alot of cold medicine and slept through those days.  I was not awake for Christmas or Thanksgiving.  I didn't want to be around people who were happy and life was great.  I wanted to die.  In fact, I did that for about 3 years.  This time of year is very hard for me.  I get depressed.  All the Christmas music, everyone is happy on television.  I just want to crawl back into bed and wake up when it is all over.

That is not what GOD wants us to do.  Stop listening to the world

Look up to Jesus and what He did at the Cross.

Look around, find someone who is in need.  Fill that need.

I learned that my neighbors had no food in their house.  I couldn't believe it.  They work everyday, but having trouble paying their bills.  I bought them a gift card.  After I left, they went to the store and bought food.

I stopped looking at myself and started looking at others.  I felt good for doing that, and I also helped someone.  GOD has a plan for me.  GOD has a plan for you.  You are here for a reason Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.  Plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Don't let Satan win.

I struggle with this every year.  I can be with friends and ones that love me and I still want to crawl under the covers.  I don't because GOD loved me before the creation of the world Ephesians 1:4

So when things are getting to you, Look up.  Talk to GOD.  Give GOD your problems.  Do Something nice for someone.

GOD Loves You!!!

Suicide Is Not The Answer

GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU!

JEREMIAH 29:11

FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU DECLARES THE LORD, PLANS TO PROSPER YOU, NOT TO HARM YOU, PLANS TO GIVE YOU HOPE AND A FUTURE

It doesn't matter where you are in your life right now.  It doesn't matter how bad you are hurting. It doesn't matter how bad you want to end your life.  Suicide is not the answer.  I know.  I have been there.  All my life I was waiting to die.  The only reason I didn't kill myself is that I did not want to go to Hell.  I want to go to Heaven.

I always knew there was a GOD, but the pain was deep.  I was sexually abused, had an eating disorder, drinking problem and was cutting myself.  I wanted to die.  What I didn't know was that Jesus is with me,right now.  He is sitting next to me.

Jesus is with you right now.  It you are doing drugs right now, Jesus is with you.  If you are sleeping around, Jesus is with you right now.  Jesus is waiting for you to look to him.  

What are you doing right now?  Look up and say Jesus, I need you now.  

Jesus will reach down and pull you out of the pit that Satan has you in.  It is that simple.

GOD has a plan for you, but if you are following The World's System, (Satan) GOD can't help you, but if you look up and start following GOD, He will lead you out of pit.

I want to die.  I would be thrilled to die today.  I want to die, I want to die and go to heaven.  BUT GOD has a plan for me.  A plan to prosper me, not to harm me and plans to give me hope and a future.

I wrote Zombie Novels.  I sold them on Amazon. but GOD told me to start telling my story.  GOD told me to start telling others about what GOD has done for me.

Once I gave my life to Jesus, my days got better.  I had to renew my mind and stay focused on Jesus.

We were created for a purpose, It says in Ephesians 1:4

For He chose us in Him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight.

Think about that.  GOD knew we were going to be born at a certain time and he has a plan us.  We are not a mistake.  We are here for a reason.

You are not a mistake.  You were born for a purpose, a reason.

If you have not accepted Jesus as your Lord and Savior, Pray This:

Dear Lord.  I am lost.  I have no idea what to do.  Please come into my heart.  Take me as I am and do something with my life.  I believe that you died on the cross for my sins.  I believe that you went to the pit of Hell for me.  I believe that you rose from the dead on the third day.  Jesus you are the Son of GOD.  Amen

If you prayed this prayer, your name is now written in the book of the Lambs and you are now a child of GOD.

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