We All Have a Testimony

imony We all have a story..  We all have had pain and heartache in our lives.  We all have a past.

We have a story to tell to someone who might benefit from your mistakes or dreams.

I have a testimony that I don't like to talk about.

I isolated myself from the world, because I was waiting to die.  I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  I buried the pain and memories.  I had a deep black hole that went to the core of my being.  The pain was great. The pain I couldn't explain.  So I developed an eating disorder.  At one time I weighed less than 90 pounds.  I started drinking.  I do like my vodka and wine.  That only numbed the pain.  The pain was getting words and suicide thoughts were taking over my life.  I then started cutting myself.  several times a day.  Not deep cuts, I told myself.  just enough to bleed, and release the pressure that was building up inside of me.

No one noticed the cuts on my arms at work or they didn't care.  I went home and barricaded my self.  I blocked the doors, so no one could get in. I duct taped all the window so no one could get in.  I became a prisoner in my own home and I liked it.  It was safe.  I planned on die alone in the bathtub.

Then one night while cutting myself in the bathtub, I had a visit from Jesus.  I was going to cut my self deeper and bleed out.  I had two days off work.  No one would be looking for me, until I didn't show up for work.

Jesus stood by the tub and asked me what I was doing?

I felt His love surround me and I dropped the knife.

 I have never told anyone of this until now.  I felt His love.

That night my life changed.  It wasn't like I changed over night.

I have been listening to Satan for 40 years, now I wanted to know what Jesus had to say.  I started listening to Jesus and my life began to change.

I have a testimony and I will be silence no longer.

You have a testimony, when will you tell your story.

Someone is out there that needs your story.

If you are Born Again, you have a testimony that only you can tell

Suicide Is Not The Answer. Jesus Is The Answer  Is my new release on whatever your problem is Jesus has the answer.

My Bible--My GOD The first book I publish about the steps I took to get closer to Jesus

It is time that we tell our story and help others.  Jesus healed us, We found Jesus We have to help others to find their way to Jesus.

Your Past Does Not Define You

Sexabuse Is Not Your Fault.

I was sexually abused as a child, before I was in grade school.. I am not sure how old I was when it started.  My grandfather abused me throughout my entire life untill his death.  My Bible--My GOD www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW was the first book I published in print and as an e-book.  It tells my story of how GOD helped pull me out of the pit that Satan threw me into. 

I am only alive and able to tell my story by the grace of GOD.  I am alive to help others and to tell my story.  I had an eating disorder.  Problems with alochol.  Emotional problems and at the end I started cutting myself.  All because I was sexually abused.

IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!!!

Stop feeling guilty about what happened.  It is not your fault.  I know I hid this secret most of my life.  it is only now that I am older that I can begin to speak out, tell my story and help others. 

I learned how to forgive.  I learned how to move on with my life.  My past does not define me.

YOUR PAST DOES NOT DEFINE YOU.

GOD loves you.  GOD is with you right now.  GOD's Spirit is with you right now.  You are not alone.

My newest book  101 Daily Bible Confessons  www.amazon.com/dp/B012LG98GM  Might help get you started to realize how much GOD Loves You.

I Survived Sexual Abuse www.amazon.com/dp/B00X5080MW shows how I survived and what you can do to move forward with your life. 

I have told my story to others and always they confess that they have been sexually abused or know someone who has been sexually abused.

You are not alone.  If you don't feel like you have a voice, I am your voice.  I will speak for you

I will no longer stay quiet.  I will tell my story no matter what the cost. My family does not believe me nor do they care.  I am moving forward.  You are not alone.

E-mail me at livegodswaydaily@gmail.com

or write me at
 P.O. Box 486
Mountain Home, AR 72654

Dont be a victim any longer.  You life starts today and GOD Loves You

GOD In Action

I have just realized that GOD is the head and I am his body.  I have been Ephesians.  GOD is revealing to me what he wants me to do.

I was at work the other day.  I am a checker in a grocery store.  I rang up the order,  $111.07 was the total.  The couple only had $40.00.  I cancled the order while the couple decided what they really wanted.  A lady who was next in line asked me how much they were short.  I told her around $65.00.  She then told me that she would pay for all of their items.

I told the couple.  So I rerang up the order.  I said.  "This is GOD at work."
GOD was using this woman to show that GOD is alive and real. 

So the wife got the lady's address and told her they would send her a check.  The lady said "Don't send me any extra.  I don't want interest."

The man wanted to repay her for her kindness.

The lady said.  "Now you are pissing me off.  You are ruining my good deed."

I knew this was all GOD.  GOD uses our bodies to do his work.  We are GOD's Body and he is the Head.

Think about it.  You are here so GOD can use you.

When was the last thing you did something for someone else, and expected nothing in return????

It doesn't have to be huge.  It could be giving someone a hug or paying for someone's coffee.  We are here to do GOD's Work not to do what we want. 

Each morning before you leave the house, you need to pray and ask GOD what He wants you to do today. 

GOD  can not move in this world without you.  That is why we are here, to let people see Jesus through us. 

Be a giver.  GOD is Love.  GOD dwells in us so we are Love.

Read the Book of Ephesians.

From The Series of Live GOD's Way Daily

My Bible--My GOD www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW

Become Debt Free  www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3AK75M

Survive Sexual Abuse www.amazon.com/dp/B00X5080

Over Come Eating Disorders www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3EBXX8

Think Before You Speak  www.amazon.com/dp/B00M7RCE6C

I Confess Jesus Is Lord www.amazon.com/dp/B00PRRSY5E

Is GOD First In Your Life www.amazon.com/dp/B00QFA10O

An Inspiritual Romance Always & Forever www.amazon.com/dp/B006M8PAOA


GOD is with you even when you ignore Him

GOD Loves You!

GOD loves you.  You must get this revalation so you can move on with your walk with GOD.  Jesus died for you.  When he was on the Cross he was thinking of you.  GOD knows what you are doing right now.  He knows what you are thinking, what you need and what you want.

He is waiting on you.  He is waiting for you to look up and tell Him that you can not do this on your own.  GOD wants you to become dependent on Him.  Only then will your life begin to change. 

You were prestined before the world was created.  You are here for a purpose, no matter what you have done or are doing at this moment.  GOD is waiting for you.  Look up.  say. Jesus, Help  me"

Let Him know that you need Him.

That is the first step.  Accept Jesus into your life and your heart.

Pray This:

Dear Lord:

I can not do this alone.  I need you in my life.  I come to you as I am.  I recieve you as my Savior.  Come into my life and do something with it.  Jesus is Lord.  Amen"

It is that simple.  Don't make this complicated.  GOD Is Love. 

If you want to know more about being Born Again go to www.amazon.com/dp/B00PRRSY5E 

That will help your walk with GOD. 

GOD is alive and well. 

Want to hear from GOD?

This week my life has changed.  I heard from GOD.  I will never be the same.  With this Blog I am going to share my walk with GOD.

If you have read my other posts, you can see that I am all over the place.  I am totally focused now.  I am a Writer.  I have written non-fiction books and fiction books.  It was not till recently that I started writing Non-Fiction Christian Books.  Find all my books at www.amazon.com/author/sharonleejohnson  

I was waiting for GOD to show me what to write next.  I was lying in bed, half awake/half asleep and GOD showed me what he wanted me to write

Living GOD'S Way

In the coming months I will be writing a series of books on how to live GOD'S way.  It is crystal clear to me.

How did I hear from GOD. 

I Read The Bible
I Pray
I sit in silence and listen.

If I do not read the Bible I will never hear from GOD or know what GOD can do for me.

Jesus died on the Cross for me and for you.  Once you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior and give your life to GOD, you are born a new creature.  Old things have past away. 

Want to hear from GOD?

Become Born Again.

Pray this:

Dear Lord.  I come to you as a sinner.  I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior.  I beleive that Jesus died on the cross for me.  He went to Hell and GOD raised him out of the pit from Hell.  GOD raised Jesus from the dead.  I give my life to Jesus.  Use me and change my life.  I am yours to command.  Jesus is Lord.  Amen.

If you prayed that, you are now Born Again.  Your spirit has been renewed.  Now you will have to start reading the Bible to see what GOD has to say to you.

Pray throughout the day.  Talk to GOD as if you were talking to your friiends.  GOD wants to hear from you.

My Book I confess Jesus is Lord explains why you need to reborn www.amazon.com/dp/B00PRRSY5E

I will be blogging on how to Live GOD'S Way.

Living GOD's Way is so much better than Satan's Way. 

Leave a comment if you prayed that prayer and let me celebrate with you. 

GOD Loves You As Much As He Loves Jesus

Living With GOD

I have been spending the last few days with GOD.  I have been reading the Bible.  I have been listening to tapes by Kenneth Copeland.  I have been waiting to hear from GOD.

I heard from GOD today.

I am a writer. I have been waiting to hear from GOD to tell me what to write.

I have a few Non-fiction Books on what GOD has done for me.

 

 

My Bible My GOD  www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW or http://getBook.at/MyGod

Print Book www.createspace.com/3614885

 

Always & Forever www.amazon.com/dp/B006M8PAOA

Print Book www.createspace.com/3681119

 

Saved By The Grace of GOD http://getBook.at/GraceofGod  or

 

www.amazon.com/dp/B00RCHFCQQ