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Thursday, December 15, 2016

Holiday Depression & Suicide

Thanksgiving Day, Christmas, New Year's Eve & New Year's Day

It is overwhelming and enough to make you jump off the bridge and end it all.

Jesus was born on Christmas to give us Hope and to Save us.

Don't let this world win.  GOD LOVES YOU!

To be honest, I do not like the holidays.  I do not join in on Thanksgiving dinner.  I don't go into debt for Christmas.  I don't even decorate for Christmas.  It is not in the Bible, to put a tree in your house.  The Bible says to borrow from none, but be a lender to many nations.  Deuteronomy 28:12 Everything the world does for the holidays are not in the Bible.

The reason for Christmas is to celebrate the birth of Jesus.

I know it can be a hard time if you do not come from a loving family, If you don't have someone to celebrate the holidays with.  A few years ago, I was severely depressed.  I was alone.  For Thanksgiving and Christmas, I took cold medicine, alot of cold medicine and slept through those days.  I was not awake for Christmas or Thanksgiving.  I didn't want to be around people who were happy and life was great.  I wanted to die.  In fact, I did that for about 3 years.  This time of year is very hard for me.  I get depressed.  All the Christmas music, everyone is happy on television.  I just want to crawl back into bed and wake up when it is all over.

That is not what GOD wants us to do.  Stop listening to the world

Look up to Jesus and what He did at the Cross.

Look around, find someone who is in need.  Fill that need.

I learned that my neighbors had no food in their house.  I couldn't believe it.  They work everyday, but having trouble paying their bills.  I bought them a gift card.  After I left, they went to the store and bought food.

I stopped looking at myself and started looking at others.  I felt good for doing that, and I also helped someone.  GOD has a plan for me.  GOD has a plan for you.  You are here for a reason Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.  Plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Don't let Satan win.

I struggle with this every year.  I can be with friends and ones that love me and I still want to crawl under the covers.  I don't because GOD loved me before the creation of the world Ephesians 1:4

So when things are getting to you, Look up.  Talk to GOD.  Give GOD your problems.  Do Something nice for someone.

GOD Loves You!!!


Monday, October 19, 2015

Healed By The Stripes Of Jesus



I was sexually abused by my Grandfather and my entire family knew about it and did nothing to protect me.  I had to learn to forgive if I wanted to survive. In this book I tell how you and survive your past and learn to forgive who had done you wrong www.amazon.com/dp/B00X5080MW

Once you are born again, you have acess to GOD through Jesus.  No be a victim any more.



Being sexually abused I suffered from depression, eating disorders and wanting to die.  I only survived by the Grace of GOD.  Read how GOD healed me www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3EBXX8

All things are possible with GOD.

Follow me and walk with GOD everyday.

Live GOD's Way Daily Ministry  http://livinggodswaydaily.blogspot.com



Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Sexabuse Is Not Your Fault.


I was sexually abused as a child, before I was in grade school.. I am not sure how old I was when it started.  My grandfather abused me throughout my entire life untill his death.  My Bible--My GOD www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW was the first book I published in print and as an e-book.  It tells my story of how GOD helped pull me out of the pit that Satan threw me into. 

I am only alive and able to tell my story by the grace of GOD.  I am alive to help others and to tell my story.  I had an eating disorder.  Problems with alochol.  Emotional problems and at the end I started cutting myself.  All because I was sexually abused.

IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!!!

Stop feeling guilty about what happened.  It is not your fault.  I know I hid this secret most of my life.  it is only now that I am older that I can begin to speak out, tell my story and help others. 

I learned how to forgive.  I learned how to move on with my life.  My past does not define me.

YOUR PAST DOES NOT DEFINE YOU.

GOD loves you.  GOD is with you right now.  GOD's Spirit is with you right now.  You are not alone.

My newest book  101 Daily Bible Confessons  www.amazon.com/dp/B012LG98GM  Might help get you started to realize how much GOD Loves You.

I Survived Sexual Abuse www.amazon.com/dp/B00X5080MW shows how I survived and what you can do to move forward with your life. 

I have told my story to others and always they confess that they have been sexually abused or know someone who has been sexually abused.

You are not alone.  If you don't feel like you have a voice, I am your voice.  I will speak for you

I will no longer stay quiet.  I will tell my story no matter what the cost. My family does not believe me nor do they care.  I am moving forward.  You are not alone.

E-mail me at livegodswaydaily@gmail.com

or write me at
 P.O. Box 486
Mountain Home, AR 72654

Dont be a victim any longer.  You life starts today and GOD Loves You

Thursday, July 2, 2015

Fighting The Darkness of Satan

I had a bad weekend.  I was not listening to GOD.  Satan was talking to me and I was listening.  Why?  I was not looking to Jesus.  I had my two days off of work.  I was tired.  I was lying on the couch eating chips and watching television.

I knew that I should of gotten up and read the Bible.  I should of gotten up and did something, anything, but instead I laid on the couch and did nothing.  Satan knew he had me and he didn't stop.  He started talking to me.  I didn't do anything to stop him, so he continued to tell me lies and I was listening to them. 

Needless to say, my two days were gone and I had to go back to work.  i was in a bad mood.  I wanted to quit my job and just give up.  The darkness was swallowing me up.  I was going back to my old thinking that I was worthless and might as well give up.

Satan was telling me lies.  My book sales are down.  I will never make a living as a writer.  I am nothing.  Why don't you just give up?  Look at you, you are fat and you will never get that new truck you are believing for.  Might as well give up.

Satan was not going to shut up. 

I was close to going to the dark side.  I was tired.  Why bother?  It's not worth ite.

I made it through the work shift.  I was driving home.  I looked up to Jesus.  I started praying.  I wasn't praying in some Holy manner.  I started talking to GOD, as if he was sitting next to me.

My Prayer went something like this:

Dear Lord:

I need you.  I can't do this on my own.  I am a mess.  I have no idea what I am doing.  I have no idea if I am doing what You want me to do.  Tell me if I should continue to write.  Tell me if I am doing what you want me to do.  Hit me over the head if you have to.

Am I doing the right thing?  I am so sorrry for not listening to you.  I just don't know.  Satan is pounding at my door and I let him in.  I bind Satan.  I bind his demons.  I listen to you.  I need you and your wisdom and understanding.

I am yours Lord.  Use me.  You are the only reason I am alive. Amen.

As I prayed, I just talked from my heart and what I was feeling.  It was just me and GOD. 

When I got home I turned on the BVOV www.kcm.org  I watch Kenneth Copeland every day.  It was as if Kenneth Copeland was talking to me.  I sat listening to and I know it was GOD talking to me.

I went to bed.  When I got up, I was totally in a different mood.  Satan was no longer talking to me.  I was back on track and was listening to GOD.

Satan will attack you everyday.  The  closer you get to GOD, the harder Satan will attack you.  You have to stand on the Word of GOD.  If you ignore GOD when Satan attacks, Satan will win.

I am proof of that.  I am not perfect.  I am telling you this so you will know that you are not alone.  We all fall prey to Satan, but GOD's Word will see you through that.

I am strong in the Lord, and in His Might. 

This Ministry:  Live GOD's Way Daily

Is to teach you how to live every day in GOD.  It is not easy but the benifits are worth it. 

I choose GOD.  I will not comprise.  I stand on GOD's Word.

I read the Bible every day.  I listen to tapes of www.kcm.org  www.jdm.org  www.moorelife.org

So I welcome you to this ministry that GOD has called me to do.

Have a question or comment?  Leave a comment and let me hear from you.  We can help each other and the word of GOD is spoken and preached. 

My Bible--My GOD  www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW

Always & Forever www.amnazon.com/dp/B006M8PAOA

Think Before You Speak  www.amazon.com/dp/B00M7RCE6C

Live GOD's Way Daily Ministry 

Monday, May 25, 2015

GOD In Action

I have just realized that GOD is the head and I am his body.  I have been Ephesians.  GOD is revealing to me what he wants me to do.

I was at work the other day.  I am a checker in a grocery store.  I rang up the order,  $111.07 was the total.  The couple only had $40.00.  I cancled the order while the couple decided what they really wanted.  A lady who was next in line asked me how much they were short.  I told her around $65.00.  She then told me that she would pay for all of their items.

I told the couple.  So I rerang up the order.  I said.  "This is GOD at work."
GOD was using this woman to show that GOD is alive and real. 

So the wife got the lady's address and told her they would send her a check.  The lady said "Don't send me any extra.  I don't want interest."

The man wanted to repay her for her kindness.

The lady said.  "Now you are pissing me off.  You are ruining my good deed."

I knew this was all GOD.  GOD uses our bodies to do his work.  We are GOD's Body and he is the Head.

Think about it.  You are here so GOD can use you.

When was the last thing you did something for someone else, and expected nothing in return????

It doesn't have to be huge.  It could be giving someone a hug or paying for someone's coffee.  We are here to do GOD's Work not to do what we want. 

Each morning before you leave the house, you need to pray and ask GOD what He wants you to do today. 

GOD  can not move in this world without you.  That is why we are here, to let people see Jesus through us. 

Be a giver.  GOD is Love.  GOD dwells in us so we are Love.

Read the Book of Ephesians.

From The Series of Live GOD's Way Daily

My Bible--My GOD www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW

Become Debt Free  www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3AK75M

Survive Sexual Abuse www.amazon.com/dp/B00X5080

Over Come Eating Disorders www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3EBXX8

Think Before You Speak  www.amazon.com/dp/B00M7RCE6C

I Confess Jesus Is Lord www.amazon.com/dp/B00PRRSY5E

Is GOD First In Your Life www.amazon.com/dp/B00QFA10O

An Inspiritual Romance Always & Forever www.amazon.com/dp/B006M8PAOA


GOD is with you even when you ignore Him

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Why Read The Bible?

Have you read the Bible?  Do you even know where your Bible is at?

My Bible is within reaching distance of me.  I have a Bible in the bedroom and in the living room.  Why?  So if I need it, I can grab it without looking for it.

How much tv do you watch?  How many magazines do you read?  How much time are you spending on the internet?  How much time do you spend reading the Bible?

Think about that for a moment.    

The Bible is GOD's Word.  When you read the Bible, GOD is talking to you.  GOD had the Bible written so you would know him and know what to do.  If you do not read the Bible, how do you know what to do?

You will do what the world tells you to do.  Satan rules this world.  If you are not reading the Bible and listening to GOD, then you are listening to Satan. 

Ever wonder why your life is a mess?  Ever wonder why you are broke, living paycheck to paycheck?  Ever wonder why you can't stop smoking, drinking or overeating? 

The answer is you have non idea what GOD can do for you.  GOD can get you out of debt, poverty.  GOD can get you to quick smoking and drinking.  GOD can heal you, if you know what to do.  You have to read the Bible.

I am a partner with Kenneth Copeland Ministries.  www.kcm.org.

I am a partner with Jesse Duplanitis Ministries  www.jdm.org

Check them out.  They have their sermons on youtube and on thier website.  You can sign up for their montly magazine which is priceless.

You need to get up early and read the Bible before you do anything.  Even if it is just one verse.  Than is a start.

When you wake up, your first thought should be of GOD.  Thank you Lord for this day.

When you go to bed, your last thought should be of GOD, Thank you Lord for getting me through this day.  Thank you lord for watching over me.

Throughout the day, you should pause and say Praise the Lord, Thank you Lord.

That is a start.  The more you do this, the more you will want to read the Bible and find out more about GOD.

It is your choice:

Choose GOD or Choose Satan.

Choose GOD!  Pray this NOW!

Dear Lord, I come to you as I am. I now longer want to live this way.  Come into my life.  Come into my heart.  I recive you Lord.  I blieve that Jesus died for me and that GOD raised him from the Dead.  I beleive that Jesus is my Lord and Savior.  Jesus is Lord.  Fill me with the Holy Spirit.  Do something with my LIfe.  In Jesus's name, Amen

You are now born again.  Start looking to GOD and not this world for answers and help.

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Living With GOD

I have been spending the last few days with GOD.  I have been reading the Bible.  I have been listening to tapes by Kenneth Copeland.  I have been waiting to hear from GOD.

I heard from GOD today.

I am a writer. I have been waiting to hear from GOD to tell me what to write.

I have a few Non-fiction Books on what GOD has done for me.
 
 
 
Always & Forever www.amazon.com/dp/B006M8PAOA
 
Saved By The Grace of GOD http://getBook.at/GraceofGod  or
 
 
 

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Trust God

I need to leave my comfort zone and trust GOD.  I like to live a simple life and don't like change at all.  I published a book.  My Bible--My God  www.createspace.com/3614885

I write how God changed my life as I read the BIBLE.  I know that if I want to suceed as a writer I need to step out of my comfort zone and walk through the doors that GOD is ready to open for me.

I am trusting GOD.  It is scary, but I am putting my faith in GOD and trusting GOD for my future.  I will suceed as a writer and and I will do what GOD wants me to do, but I have to trust him first, and only him and push my fear aside.

I won't let the Satan win.  Satan is alive and walking around this planet ruining our lives.

I am putting my faith in GOD and trusting GOD like I have never done before.

I am reading the BIBLE everyday.  Before I leave the house and before I go to bed.

I quote BIBLE Verses while I am at work. 

I even speak in tongue.

I will do whatever I have to do. To serve GOD and fulfill my purpose on this planet.  GOD will guide me and tell me what to do.

I am a writer and I will spread GOD'S word, no matter how scary it might be.  I am hoping that GOD will open doors to talk shows and speaking engagements, and to write more books.  I can do this, cause I trust GOD and know that he will never leave me nor forsake me.

Pick up your BIBLE and read it.  Doesn't matter where you start or what verse you read first.  God will show you what to read.  Open your heart and let God in.

God loves you!!!

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My Bible--My God

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