Suicide Is Not The Answer

Jesus is  the answer.  If you believe, pray, open you heart and stop listening to the world and satan, GOD will come into your heart and heal your pain, as He fills your soul with Love.

GOD is Love.

I wrote Suicide Is Not The Answer

this was me when I was being sexually abused by my grandfather.  No one ever knew what the pain I was in.  The pain that I buried deep into the core of my being.  It was not until I was 45 years old that I could say "My grandfather sexually abused me for years."

I abused alcohol, starved myself and cut myself several times.  Do not wait as long as I did.  I did not know Jesus.  I did not know what Jesus did at the Cross for me.  I suffered most of my life and isolated myself from everyone.  I did not know that Jesus was waiting for me to look up and call out his name.

It does not matter if you were raped at a young age or older.  It doesn't matter if you were sexually abused by a friend or boyfriend or had sex for money.  GOD loved you before He created the world.  All GOD wants from you is to look to Him and not this world.

Jesus died for us.  Jesus took all our pain, sickness, depression at the Cross.

Don't let another day go by.  GOD has a plan for you.  GOD created you for a reason.  Let Jesus into your heart.  Let Jesus heal you.  Let Jesus tell you why you were created and that if you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, Jesus has made a house for you in Heaven. 

Suicide Is Not The Answer--Jesus Is The Answer

If you don't know what to say.....Look Up and Say "Jesus"  Yell  "Jesus I need you.  Please come into my heart and let me know why I am here.  I need you Jesus."

Yes it is that simple.  Jesus is waiting for you.

My Bible--My GOD
This is the first book I wrote.  What I did to stay focus on Jesus.  Jesus healed me.  I was Suicidal.  I was a mess.  Jesus took me and wrapped His love around me.  He showed me my purpose in life and why He created me.  This is my testimony.  Only 99 Cents.

Take a step of faith and order this book.  If you are hurting, wanting to die, wondering why you are in this world or just want to meet Jesus.  99 Cents will change your life.

We are living in the last days.  Don't wait, Jesus is waiting for you.

Check out my other Blog  A Writer's Life 

Jesus Visited Me

You are loved.  The world might not love you.  Your family might not love you.  You might feel alone and want to die, but there is one thing you must know and believe.

                                                 GOD LOVES YOU

GOD created you.  GOD loved you before he created the world.

Read the book of Ephesians.

Ephesians 1:4

For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight.

This is my favorite verse.  He chose me before the creation of the world.

So it does not matter what your life is like right now.  It does not matter if you do not get along with your family.  It does not matter if you are poor, hungry or have a millions of dollars and feeling alone.  

                                             GOD Loves You

I did not have the perfect childhood.  I was sexually abused by my grandfather and my family knew it.  They were the ones that handed me over as if I was the family sacrifice for the family.  I have been suicidal most of my life.

Then one night, the worst night of my life, I felt the Love of GOD when Jesus sat on my bed.  He placed his hand on me and I felt the warmth of love cover me like a blanket.

I don't care if anyone believes me.  I know for a fact that Death was in the room with me that night.  I had cut myself, I have taken extra and I mean extra cold medicine with vodka,  I was in bed, waiting to drift off to death.  When I felt someone sit on the bed.  The mattress sank a bit.  I opened my eyes I saw nothing, but I did feel that Death has left the room.  I didn't move.
Then, I felt something on my arm, and felt a warmth cover me life a blanket.  I stared at the area where the mattress was sunken in.  I knew it was Jesus.

Then I heard his voice.  "It will be alright."

Then the mattress raised back up.  I sat up.  I turned on the light.  Death was no longer in the room.  I felt the love of Jesus.  

Jesus came to me in my darkness hour.  I was not alone.  I was never alone.

GOD loves me even when I ignored him.

Since I had taken all that cold medicine and vodka, I fell back to sleep.

When I woke, I still had the same issues as I had the night before, but I knew from that moment on, I was not alone.

You are not alone.  Look up.  Call out his name.  Jesus!  He is waiting for you to call out to Him.  

Jesus came and let me know it was not my time to die.  Jesus will do the same for you.  

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Leave a comment and let me know how GOD has touched your life

Jesus Is The Answer

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Suicide is a taboo subject.  No One wants to talk about Suicide.  Then when it hits close to home, they blame the victim.

I have been suicidal.  I have attempted suicide.  That doesn't mean that I am crazy.  It means that that I was wandering around lost, without Jesus in my life.

I was listening to Satan.  I was listening to this world.  I was listening to friends and family that was telling me that I was stupid, worthless and never amount to anything.

I needed Jesus in my life.  It took me over 40 years to meet Jesus.  Now I will no longer be silent.  Satan is the enemy and I battle Satan every day of my life, with Jesus by my side.

If you are Suicidal, you are not alone.  Look up and say, Jesus, I need you come into my life."  Jesus will.  Jesus is waiting for you to call upon him. Yell his name, Jesus.  Jesus will come and fill your heart with Love.  You will never be the same again.

Stop listening to Satan.  Satan does not want you to experience the love and joy that Jesus will bring to you.

GOD gave us all free will.  It is your choice.  Satan or Jesus.  Choose Jesus and watch your life change.

SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER  JESUS IS THE ANSWER

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Living Without Jesus

Are You living without Jesus?

Are you a Christian but still ignore Jesus?

We are living the end of days.  Jesus is coming soon.

Christians are being persecuted everyday throughout the world.

One day, Bibles will be burned.  Bibles with be banned.  This day is here.  Iran has no Christians.  North Korea has no Christians.

Don't take the Bible for granted.  Don't take going to church for granted.

Satan wants all Christians dead and to denounce GOD.

Will you die for Jesus?  Are you willing to go to jail for Jesus?

Will you go along with the world so you won't be killed?

You need to know where you stand with Jesus.  Jesus already knows your heart.  Jesus already knows what you are going to do.

It is not to late to change.  Start living for Jesus.  Stop listening to the World.  Start listening to Jesus and read the Bible.

I know I have followers all over the world.  I am praying for you and am thinking of you.  I have no idea what your life is like, but you are not forgotten.

In the United States we are spoiled and take for granted our freedom.  Freedom to worship.  Freedom to carry a Bible.  Freedom to pray.  Soon that could all be taken away.

I want my faith to be strong if I must choose death because I believe in Jesus.  I will not denounce my faith in GOD.

Jesus is coming soon and then every knee will bow to the name of Jesus.

There are people that do not believe in Jesus and I work with a lot of those people.  GOD gave us free will to make our choice.

I don't want to live with out Jesus.  Do You?

Pray this:

Dear Lord,

I come to you as I am.  I know that I am not worthy.  I repent what I have done.  I believe that You died on the Cross for me.  I believe that you died and went to the pit of Hell, defeated Satan, and rose from the dead.  Come into my life and do something with it.In the name of Jesus, Amen

If you are a persecuted Christian please let me know if you can, leave a comment.  I want to pray for you, and let others know what is happening.  You are not alone.  GOD will never leave you nor forsake you.  Know that others are praying for you.

Leave a comment so I know what country you are from.

I would love it if everyone would leave a comment and say what country you are from.  We all need prays.  If you want me to pray for you, let me know. We are all brothers and sisters, even though miles may seperate us.

Persecuted Christians

Do you realize that Christians are being persecuted everyday throughout the world and no one is doing a thing about it?

People are dieing for Christ and it is not on the news.

This has to stop, we must start talking about this.

Jesus is coming back.  Will His people be ready and waiting for Him or will GOD's people be hiding and deny they know GOD?

Which are you?  Are you willing to stand up for GOD?  OR are you going to deny Christ hovering in a corner crying?

I know that most of my readers are from other countries, Russia, China, France.  I feel your pain, but have no idea what you are going through.

I want you to know that you are not forgotten.  You are in my prayers every night.  All the signs are here, that Jesus will be coming back soon.  Stand firm on the Word of GOD, Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you.

If you are the lucky ones that are not being persecuted, you need to be praying for our Brothers and Sisters who are being Persecuted.

Pray This:

Dear Lord, I know you will never leave me nor forsake me, Please give me strength and I pray for all my brothers and sisters who are being persecuted, give them strength to stand on Your Word, and to increase their faith so they will never deny You.
Amen

In Matthew 24:9

Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by nations because of me.At that time many will turn and run away from the faith and will betray and hate each other.

But He who stands firm to the end will be saved.

I want everyone to know that you are not alone.  You have the Holy Spirit inside of you.  Jesus will never leave nor forsake you.

I am praying for you and you are not forgotten..

Jesus's Love Will Prevail

Pleae, Please, if you can, leave a comment, so I can find out what is going on and let the world know.  You will not be forgotten.

Stand firm on the Word of GOD and let your story be heard.

Please leave a comment, for we can pray for you,  You are not alone.

The Lord is GOD and We are His People!  Psalm 100:3

Pray! Pray! Pray! Depression No More

I suffer from depression.  I have been a cutter.  I have cut myself more times than I will admit.  I starve myself for many years.  It is easy to wallow in self loathing.  I would curl up under the covers in bed and wait to die.  That is the easy thing to drink.  Drink away my problems.  Cut myself, abuse over the over the counter medicine.

But Jesus died on the Cross for you and me.  Jesus went to the pit of Hell and fought Satan.  So we can live and walk in the Blessing.

But in order to walk and live in the Blessing, I need to make Jesus the center of my life.  I have to look up.  I have to pray, talk to GOD.  Believe and Receive.

If I am always looking at myself and my problems, nothing will change.  I have to take my eyes off of myself and look to Jesus.  Look to others and not myself.

That is not an easy thing to do.  I would rather ly in bed and wait to die.

I am on no medicine and have no doctor.  Jesus gives me the strength I need to get through the day.  I am strong in the Lord and His might.

If you feel you need to see a doctor, go ahead.

The reason I am alive is because of what Jesus did at the Cross. 

So if you are not having a good day, look around and do something for someone else.  A smile, open the door for someone.  buy someone's lunch.  Go visit your neighbor. 

PRAY!  Talk to GOD.  He is there waiting for you.

The first thing I do when I wake up is thank GOD for His love in the morning and His faithful at night.

Pray throughout the day.  Believe and Receive.

GOD already knows what you are going through.  GOD can not do anything, unless you start looking to him and start talking to him. 

It is simple.  GOD is waiting to hear from you.

You are depressed, because you are looking at yourself and not GOD.  It might not happen over night, but you will notice your life will get better, day by day.  You were created by GOD.  He wants you to be Blessed. 

This blog is about my walk with GOD.  The everyday struggles and the everday Blessings.  I walk with GOD everyday.

God Is With You, Even When You Ignore Him

Your Past Does Not Define You

Attacked By Satan

Satan attacks me everyday.  Every second of every hour of every day.  That is what Satan does.  Jesus went to the Cross and defeated Satan.

We must take a stand against Satan.

I use the word Satan and not the word, devil.  Because Satan is alive and well and is looking around for someone he can terrorized.

We are listening to Satan or to GOD.

Example:

Satan has been hitting me hard.  I had a bad day yesterday, I just wanted to crawl under the covers and cry.

Did I?  NO!

I stood in my bedroom and this is what I said, or rather yelled.

Satan!  Jesus defeated you at the Cross.  You have no power over me.  You are under my feet.  I am covered by the Blood of Jesus.  I rebuke you Satan.  I no longer listening to you.  I have the mind of Christ and Christ sees me Holy and Blameless in His sight.  I am walking in the Blessing.  Satan you get out of my life!

I said that last night and when I woke up this morning.

I went to print something out on my computer.  It ate the paper.  I attempted to fix it.  It didn't work. 

So I pleaded the Blood of Jesus over my printed.  I told Satan to get under my feet, because I am covered in the Blood of Jesus. 

My computer worked.

I am telling you that if you are being attacked by Satan, you need to start yelling at you and telling Satan who you are in Christ  Discover Who You Are In Christ

If you let Satan in your mind, you have to stop listening to him.  Tell Satan that you have the mind of Christ and start quoting the Bible.

It works, but it takes practice.

If you do not speak GOD's Words, then you are opening the door to Satan.  If you are speaking lack, sickness, fear, you are not speaking GOD's Word and you just opened the door to Satan.

Think Before You Speak  Change your words, change your life.

Everyday you are being attacked by Satan, you need to get prepared to be in battle with Satan.  I know that I am writing a memoir on my life of being sexually abused by my grandfather and I feel that Satan is attacking me because he does not want me to write or publish this book.

I have to battle Satan or I will sink back into my depression, end up in bed with the covers over my head waiting to die.  I have done that most of my life.

It was not until the past few years, that I have been fighting Satan and winning. 

So no matter what you are going through in your life, sickness, lack, depression, life in general.  You must know that Jesus is the only one that can change your life, if you are willing to battle against Satan.

Leave a comment and let me know how you are battling Satan

Jesus Died On The Cross For You

Do you go to church?  Do you pray?  Do you think about GOD throughout the day?  If not, Why???

Is your life going in the direction that you hope it will go?  Are you in debt?  Do you hate your job?

What are you doing to change your life for the better? 

Do you even know how to change your life?

JESUS is the answer.  Have a question?  Jesus has the answer.

I am not perfect.  I have issues like you.  I am not going to say that your life will change tomorrow, but what I will tell you is that if you start focusing on what Jesus did at the Cross and start making him the center of your life. Your life will change.

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Shows how the Bible changed my life.

I look to the cross, knowing that Jesus died for me.  He carried all my sins and sickness on him.  He went to the pit of Hell and defeated Satan for you and me.

It does not matter where you are in your life.  It doesn't matter what part of the world you live in, Jesus knows who you are and what your needs are. 

Jesus knows what you have done and what you are going to do. It is not a surprise to Him. 

Stop listening to the world.  Stop worrying and look to Jesus and give him all your problems and let him be in charge of your life.

Pray This:

Dear Lord:

I come to you as a sinner.  I am not worthy of you.  You died on the Cross for me. You carried my pain, my sickness, my worries.  You suffered for me died for me.  You went to the pit of Hell for me.  You rose from the dead on the third day.  Come into my heart.  I accept you as my Lord and Savior.  Do something with my life.  Jesus is Lord.  Jesus is Lord over my life.  In Jesus's Name, Amen.

If you prayed this prayer, you are Born Again.

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Jesus changed my life and Jesus will do the same for you.

What Does Christmas Mean To You?

Why do you buy gifts?  Put up a tree and decorate the tree?  Put lights outside and light tree inside?  What does that have to do with the birth of Jesus?

Think about it?

Why are you shopping and getting stressed out?  Why are you going in debt?

Nothing in the Bible tells you to do this.

You don't give this a second thought.

My other qualm about things people do that has nothing to do with the birth of Jesus, is Santa.  Why would you make your child sit on an old man's dirty, germy red suit?  From someone who was sexually abused as a child, you are telling your child it is okay, as long as he is in a red suit.  Also you are lying to your child.

THERE IS NO SANTA, WHY ARE YOU LYING TO YOUR CHILDREN?

Does your child know why we celebrate Christmas?  Does your child know who Jesus is?

Satan is taken over Christmas.  Don't get sucked into this.  We are in the End of Times and if you don't start looking up at Jesus, you will get behind.

This Christmas, look up to the Cross and thank GOD for the birth of Jesus.  Jesus's birth gave us hope,  Jesus died on the cross for us.  He shed his blood.  Went to the pit of Hell and came back and now is in Heaven.

Christmas has nothing to do with this world.  Do not get sucked into the world's system and thinking.  Jesus is coming sooner than you think.

So this Christmas, go to Church.  Christmas is on a Sunday.  Go to church and worship and give thanks for the birth of Christmas, because nothing else matters.

Healed By The Stripes Of Jesus

I was sexually abused by my Grandfather and my entire family knew about it and did nothing to protect me.  I had to learn to forgive if I wanted to survive. In this book I tell how you and survive your past and learn to forgive who had done you wrong www.amazon.com/dp/B00X5080MW

Once you are born again, you have acess to GOD through Jesus.  No be a victim any more.

Being sexually abused I suffered from depression, eating disorders and wanting to die.  I only survived by the Grace of GOD.  Read how GOD healed me www.amazon.com/dp/B00X3EBXX8

All things are possible with GOD.

Follow me and walk with GOD everyday.

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Fighting The Darkness of Satan

I had a bad weekend.  I was not listening to GOD.  Satan was talking to me and I was listening.  Why?  I was not looking to Jesus.  I had my two days off of work.  I was tired.  I was lying on the couch eating chips and watching television.

I knew that I should of gotten up and read the Bible.  I should of gotten up and did something, anything, but instead I laid on the couch and did nothing.  Satan knew he had me and he didn't stop.  He started talking to me.  I didn't do anything to stop him, so he continued to tell me lies and I was listening to them. 

Needless to say, my two days were gone and I had to go back to work.  i was in a bad mood.  I wanted to quit my job and just give up.  The darkness was swallowing me up.  I was going back to my old thinking that I was worthless and might as well give up.

Satan was telling me lies.  My book sales are down.  I will never make a living as a writer.  I am nothing.  Why don't you just give up?  Look at you, you are fat and you will never get that new truck you are believing for.  Might as well give up.

Satan was not going to shut up. 

I was close to going to the dark side.  I was tired.  Why bother?  It's not worth ite.

I made it through the work shift.  I was driving home.  I looked up to Jesus.  I started praying.  I wasn't praying in some Holy manner.  I started talking to GOD, as if he was sitting next to me.

My Prayer went something like this:

Dear Lord:

I need you.  I can't do this on my own.  I am a mess.  I have no idea what I am doing.  I have no idea if I am doing what You want me to do.  Tell me if I should continue to write.  Tell me if I am doing what you want me to do.  Hit me over the head if you have to.

Am I doing the right thing?  I am so sorrry for not listening to you.  I just don't know.  Satan is pounding at my door and I let him in.  I bind Satan.  I bind his demons.  I listen to you.  I need you and your wisdom and understanding.

I am yours Lord.  Use me.  You are the only reason I am alive. Amen.

As I prayed, I just talked from my heart and what I was feeling.  It was just me and GOD. 

When I got home I turned on the BVOV www.kcm.org  I watch Kenneth Copeland every day.  It was as if Kenneth Copeland was talking to me.  I sat listening to and I know it was GOD talking to me.

I went to bed.  When I got up, I was totally in a different mood.  Satan was no longer talking to me.  I was back on track and was listening to GOD.

Satan will attack you everyday.  The  closer you get to GOD, the harder Satan will attack you.  You have to stand on the Word of GOD.  If you ignore GOD when Satan attacks, Satan will win.

I am proof of that.  I am not perfect.  I am telling you this so you will know that you are not alone.  We all fall prey to Satan, but GOD's Word will see you through that.

I am strong in the Lord, and in His Might. 

This Ministry:  Live GOD's Way Daily

Is to teach you how to live every day in GOD.  It is not easy but the benifits are worth it. 

I choose GOD.  I will not comprise.  I stand on GOD's Word.

I read the Bible every day.  I listen to tapes of www.kcm.org  www.jdm.org  www.moorelife.org

So I welcome you to this ministry that GOD has called me to do.

Have a question or comment?  Leave a comment and let me hear from you.  We can help each other and the word of GOD is spoken and preached. 

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GOD In Action

I have just realized that GOD is the head and I am his body.  I have been Ephesians.  GOD is revealing to me what he wants me to do.

I was at work the other day.  I am a checker in a grocery store.  I rang up the order,  $111.07 was the total.  The couple only had $40.00.  I cancled the order while the couple decided what they really wanted.  A lady who was next in line asked me how much they were short.  I told her around $65.00.  She then told me that she would pay for all of their items.

I told the couple.  So I rerang up the order.  I said.  "This is GOD at work."
GOD was using this woman to show that GOD is alive and real. 

So the wife got the lady's address and told her they would send her a check.  The lady said "Don't send me any extra.  I don't want interest."

The man wanted to repay her for her kindness.

The lady said.  "Now you are pissing me off.  You are ruining my good deed."

I knew this was all GOD.  GOD uses our bodies to do his work.  We are GOD's Body and he is the Head.

Think about it.  You are here so GOD can use you.

When was the last thing you did something for someone else, and expected nothing in return????

It doesn't have to be huge.  It could be giving someone a hug or paying for someone's coffee.  We are here to do GOD's Work not to do what we want. 

Each morning before you leave the house, you need to pray and ask GOD what He wants you to do today. 

GOD  can not move in this world without you.  That is why we are here, to let people see Jesus through us. 

Be a giver.  GOD is Love.  GOD dwells in us so we are Love.

Read the Book of Ephesians.

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GOD is with you even when you ignore Him

GOD Loves You!

GOD loves you.  You must get this revalation so you can move on with your walk with GOD.  Jesus died for you.  When he was on the Cross he was thinking of you.  GOD knows what you are doing right now.  He knows what you are thinking, what you need and what you want.

He is waiting on you.  He is waiting for you to look up and tell Him that you can not do this on your own.  GOD wants you to become dependent on Him.  Only then will your life begin to change. 

You were prestined before the world was created.  You are here for a purpose, no matter what you have done or are doing at this moment.  GOD is waiting for you.  Look up.  say. Jesus, Help  me"

Let Him know that you need Him.

That is the first step.  Accept Jesus into your life and your heart.

Pray This:

Dear Lord:

I can not do this alone.  I need you in my life.  I come to you as I am.  I recieve you as my Savior.  Come into my life and do something with it.  Jesus is Lord.  Amen"

It is that simple.  Don't make this complicated.  GOD Is Love. 

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That will help your walk with GOD. 

GOD is alive and well. 

Living With GOD

I have been spending the last few days with GOD.  I have been reading the Bible.  I have been listening to tapes by Kenneth Copeland.  I have been waiting to hear from GOD.

I heard from GOD today.

I am a writer. I have been waiting to hear from GOD to tell me what to write.

I have a few Non-fiction Books on what GOD has done for me.

 

 

My Bible My GOD  www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW or http://getBook.at/MyGod

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Always & Forever www.amazon.com/dp/B006M8PAOA

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Saved By The Grace of GOD http://getBook.at/GraceofGod  or

 

www.amazon.com/dp/B00RCHFCQQ