Living For GOD

Life is hard.  There is no discussion about that.  I wake up every morning, not to happy about it.  I am not a person who wakes up and is ready for the day. I need my Pepsi to get me moving.  I have to read the Bible before I can do anything else.

GOD is the reason I am here.  The reason I am alive.  I don't want to be in this world.  I want to die and go to Heaven.  That is a fact.  I believe that GOD has kept me alive for a purpose.  If I die today, I will not have served my purpose.

So each day, I renew my mind, with the Word of GOD, the Bible.  So I can do what He needs me to do. 

If I am not going to live for GOD, then I am living for Satan.  This is a fact, believe it or not.  There are not grey areas.  You are either living for GOD or Satan.  Choose one.

I choose GOD. GOD will never leave me nor forsake me.  GOD is with me even when I ignore Him.

It is not easy.

For years, I did nothing except wait to die.  I slept all the time.  I abused over the counter medicine in hope not to wake up in the morning.  I would go to work, come home and sleep till I had to go back to work.  I just waited to die.

Then GOD spoke to me and I realized I had a purpose, we all have a purpose, go ye into all the world and tell my testimony of what GOD has done for me. 

Jesus died on the Cross for you and me.  That is a fact, Believe it or not it is your choice.  GOD gave us free will.  You must choose.  Who are you going to live for?????

It doesn't matter if you think you are a good person.  It doesn't matter if you say, I believe in GOD.  It doesn't matter if you do good things for others.

All that matters is that you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, Believe that He died on the Cross you, went to the pit of Hell and defeated Satan and then rose from the day and now is seated in Heaven with GOD.  You must believe and live for GOD, This is the only way you will get to Heaven, through Jesus Christ.

If you do not believe this, then you are living for Satan and going to Hell.  There is no yea, but....

It is either or.  Who do you Choose?????

PRAY THIS:

Dear Lord,
I come to you as I am.  I know I am not worthy, but I believe that Jesus is Lord.  I believe that Jesus died for me on the cross.  I believe that he went to the pit of Hell and defeated Satan.  I believe that GOD raised Jesus from the dead and now is in Heaven.  You are my GOD and I am your people.  In Jesus's Name, Amen.

If you pray this, your name is now written in the Book of Lambs and are now a child of GOD. 

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GOD Chose Us Before He Created The World

Ephesians 1:4

For He chose us in Him Before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight.

I was sexually abused by my grandfather when I was about two years old, and continued till he died. My entire family knew about it.  The family that says that they love me, did nothing to protect me.

I learned from an early age to trust none.  I built a wall up and would not let anyone get close to me.  I have been suicidal most of my life.  I just wanted to die.  I abused alcohol, over the counter medicine, starved myself and cut myself.  I had a list of 100 ways to kill yourself.  I just wanted to die.  It is not like you can tell anyone that, they will lock you away for medicate you so you have no idea where you are at.

On the outside I looked like a normal person.  I went to work, paid my bills.  On the inside I was just waiting to die.  I wanted to kill myself, but what I feared the most was waking up in the hospital, and others knowing that I was suicidal. 

When I woke up, I was mad, because I woke up for another day and was still alive.  I was alone, even in a crowd.  I was alone even with my friends.  Why was I born.  I have no talent.  I am surrounded by people who don't love me.  I am alone.  I just wanted to die.

GOD had other plans for me.  I have a purpose.  GOD created me.  GOD loves me.

I always knew there was a GOD.  I just didn't realize that he knew me before the creation of the world.  When I read that, I had to let that sink in.

Ephesians 2:10  For we are GOD's workmanship created in Christ Jesus to do good works that He prepared in advance for us to do.

These 2 scriptures changed my life.

Think about it.  Before GOD created the world, GOD knew us.  GOD gave us good works to do.  A purpose. GOD gave us a purpose.  GOD chose us before he created anything.  

You have a purpose.  It doesn't matter what country you live in.  It doesn't matter if you are living in a card board box or a mansion.  GOD created you with a purpose.  He wants you to do something for His Kingdom.

He chose us to be blameless and Holy in His sight.

When GOD looks at you, He does not see your physical body.  He looks at your heart, your spirit.

It does not matter what you look like to the world, fat, thin, rich, poor, healthy or sick...GOD sees you Holy and blameless, so you can live out your life and fulfill your purpose in life.

After learning this, I knew what I had to do.  I wrote My Bible--My GOD How I wanted to die and the steps I took to start living with GOD. 

My life started to get better.  Do I still want to die?  I do.  I know want to go to Heaven and be with GOD, but I now know that GOD wants me to do something.  I do not want to leave this earth until I fulfill my destiny.

That is a reason to wake up in the morning and Praise the Lord.  I am not a mistake.  I have a purpose in this life.  It does not matter what this world thinks.  The only thing that matters is that I am holy and blameless in the sight of GOD and GOD knew me before He created the world.  Nothing else matters to me.

I will die for Christ.  He is the reason I am here.

So no matter what you are going through, know that GOD already knows.  GOD is waiting for you to look up and know that He loves you. 

We are not a mistake.  We were created by GOD.  GOD loves Us.


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EPHESIANS 2:10

We are GOD's workmanship created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which GOD prepared in advance for us to do.

This verse is the verse that I stand on.

I am created in Christ Jesus.  GOD prepared something for me to do in advance.

So I already have something to do that will be good.

It doesn't matter where you live or if you are rich or poor.  You are in Christ Jesus and GOD prepared something for you to do.

I believe that GOD gave me the gift and the drive to be a writer.  I write all the time, all the time.  GOD gave you something that you are passionate about.  Could be a singer, a quilter, a gardener, teacher, a listener, an organizer. 

What are you passion about????

If you have a talent, are you using it for GOD or Satan?

So if you think you are here for no reason, you are wrong, GOD created you for a purpose.  You are his body, let GOD use you for good.

I use to cut myself.  I was a cutter.  I cut myself at least 2 times a day.  I starved myself for years.  I was waiting to die.  GOD had another plan for me.

I am now telling and writing my testimony throughout the world.

Suicide is not the answer.  You are GOD's workmanship created in Christ Jesus to do good works that He prepared in advance.

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God loves you!

It does not matter where you live, how rich or poor you are, God loves you.

God knew you before the world was created.  You are a child of God.

Look up and ask God to come into your heart.

Jesus died on the Cross for you


That is how much God loves you.

Think about that throughout your day.  God loves you, whether you believe that or not

God, loves you and Jesus died for you.

Praise The Lord

What do you do when you are facing a problem?

1.  Call your friends to complain about your problem?

2.  Smoke a cigarette or take a drink

3.  Go out and spend money you don't have?

Ever think, to look to GOD and give him praise?

Ever think to pray and ask GOD for guidance?

Ever think to just be grateful for what GOD has done for you?

Jesus is Lord of all.  Every knee shall bow to the name of Jesus.

I thank GOD throughout the day.

I give GOD praise throughout the day.

Why?

I do not want to give Satan access to my life. 

Jesus defeated Satan when He went to the pit of Hell.

Jesus is Lord of my life.  I look to Jesus and to the Cross.

Jesus did everything at the Cross for me and you. 

I think GOD.  I don't want to give Satan any access to my life.

I don't complain to others.  I go to the Cross.

What do you do when you have a problem?

Are You Ready of the End of Days?

We are living The End of Days

Jesus is coming back.  Look around.  This country, the USA is turning their back on GOD.  This thing about transgender bathroom. come on.  It is away to make others turn their back on GOD.

If you want to be transgender fine.  GOD gave us free choice.  Being Gay is out in the open.  Fine.  GOD gave us free choice

REMEMBER SODOM AND GOMORRAH

Genesis 18:20

The Lord said "the outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is so great and their sin is grievous. 

Genesis  19:24

The Lord rained  down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah.

We are living in the times of Sodom and Gomorrah. 

Christians are being killed for their beliefs.

Russia has a spy ship off the east coast of the USA.

Russia has spy planes flying to close the USA Boarders.

President Trump is doing nothing about this.

It is not being reported in the news.

The USA is not in the Book of Revelations.

Russia is, China is, Iraq and Iran is.

So what happens to the USA?

Two things could happen:

1.  The USA becomes a third world country, Nuclear War

2.  The Rapture

If the Rapture happens, are you ready to go to Heaven Or Hell?

Get your life in order.

Jesus is coming.  These are the last days. 

Do Not Get Left Behind.   Do Not End Up In Hell

Accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior

Pray This Prayer and Enter the Kingdom of GOD

Dear Lord,

I come to you as I am.  I know that I am not worthy.  I believe that you died on the cross, went to the pit of Hell and defeated Satan.  GOD raised you up from the dead and now you are seated at the right hand of GOD.  Please come into my heart and do something with my life.  Amen

If you prayed this pray, you are now a child of GOD.

Pray! Pray! Pray! Depression No More

I suffer from depression.  I have been a cutter.  I have cut myself more times than I will admit.  I starve myself for many years.  It is easy to wallow in self loathing.  I would curl up under the covers in bed and wait to die.  That is the easy thing to drink.  Drink away my problems.  Cut myself, abuse over the over the counter medicine.

But Jesus died on the Cross for you and me.  Jesus went to the pit of Hell and fought Satan.  So we can live and walk in the Blessing.

But in order to walk and live in the Blessing, I need to make Jesus the center of my life.  I have to look up.  I have to pray, talk to GOD.  Believe and Receive.

If I am always looking at myself and my problems, nothing will change.  I have to take my eyes off of myself and look to Jesus.  Look to others and not myself.

That is not an easy thing to do.  I would rather ly in bed and wait to die.

I am on no medicine and have no doctor.  Jesus gives me the strength I need to get through the day.  I am strong in the Lord and His might.

If you feel you need to see a doctor, go ahead.

The reason I am alive is because of what Jesus did at the Cross. 

So if you are not having a good day, look around and do something for someone else.  A smile, open the door for someone.  buy someone's lunch.  Go visit your neighbor. 

PRAY!  Talk to GOD.  He is there waiting for you.

The first thing I do when I wake up is thank GOD for His love in the morning and His faithful at night.

Pray throughout the day.  Believe and Receive.

GOD already knows what you are going through.  GOD can not do anything, unless you start looking to him and start talking to him. 

It is simple.  GOD is waiting to hear from you.

You are depressed, because you are looking at yourself and not GOD.  It might not happen over night, but you will notice your life will get better, day by day.  You were created by GOD.  He wants you to be Blessed. 

This blog is about my walk with GOD.  The everyday struggles and the everday Blessings.  I walk with GOD everyday.

God Is With You, Even When You Ignore Him

Your Past Does Not Define You

Attacked By Satan

Satan attacks me everyday.  Every second of every hour of every day.  That is what Satan does.  Jesus went to the Cross and defeated Satan.

We must take a stand against Satan.

I use the word Satan and not the word, devil.  Because Satan is alive and well and is looking around for someone he can terrorized.

We are listening to Satan or to GOD.

Example:

Satan has been hitting me hard.  I had a bad day yesterday, I just wanted to crawl under the covers and cry.

Did I?  NO!

I stood in my bedroom and this is what I said, or rather yelled.

Satan!  Jesus defeated you at the Cross.  You have no power over me.  You are under my feet.  I am covered by the Blood of Jesus.  I rebuke you Satan.  I no longer listening to you.  I have the mind of Christ and Christ sees me Holy and Blameless in His sight.  I am walking in the Blessing.  Satan you get out of my life!

I said that last night and when I woke up this morning.

I went to print something out on my computer.  It ate the paper.  I attempted to fix it.  It didn't work. 

So I pleaded the Blood of Jesus over my printed.  I told Satan to get under my feet, because I am covered in the Blood of Jesus. 

My computer worked.

I am telling you that if you are being attacked by Satan, you need to start yelling at you and telling Satan who you are in Christ  Discover Who You Are In Christ

If you let Satan in your mind, you have to stop listening to him.  Tell Satan that you have the mind of Christ and start quoting the Bible.

It works, but it takes practice.

If you do not speak GOD's Words, then you are opening the door to Satan.  If you are speaking lack, sickness, fear, you are not speaking GOD's Word and you just opened the door to Satan.

Think Before You Speak  Change your words, change your life.

Everyday you are being attacked by Satan, you need to get prepared to be in battle with Satan.  I know that I am writing a memoir on my life of being sexually abused by my grandfather and I feel that Satan is attacking me because he does not want me to write or publish this book.

I have to battle Satan or I will sink back into my depression, end up in bed with the covers over my head waiting to die.  I have done that most of my life.

It was not until the past few years, that I have been fighting Satan and winning. 

So no matter what you are going through in your life, sickness, lack, depression, life in general.  You must know that Jesus is the only one that can change your life, if you are willing to battle against Satan.

Leave a comment and let me know how you are battling Satan

What Do You Want From GOD?

Are you waiting for GOD to move in your life?

What are you doing so GOD can move in your life?

Are you lying on the couch complaining about your life

                   OR

Are you Believing and Receiving the Promises of GOD?

We have a part & GOD has a part.

GOD is waiting for you to do something, anything.

When I was writing My Bible--My GOD I had to learn how to self publish the book.  I had to learn how to format files, load them up on Amazon.

I had no idea what I was doing.  I was determined to be self published and make a career of it.  I could not complain about what I didn't know.  I had to do something, in order to learn the process.

Words have power.  What you say will come to pass.  Think Before You Speak I write how powerful your words are.  GOD created the world with words.  "Let there be light."

If you are saying negative things, I won't get the job.  I can't afford that house.  I will never get married. Guess what?  You won't.  You are saying the wrong thing.

Change your words, change your life.

I walked around my house saying, "I will get publish.  I will have a writing career.  Greater is He who is in me, than who is of the world.  Nothing is impossible without GOD.

You need to find scriptures, and stand on those words of GOD, no matter what. 

We live by faith and not by sight.  I never said, "I was poor.  I will never get published."  I kept moving forward.

When I started learning the computer and self publishing, I had no idea how to send an e-mail, let alone a file.

I have sat in front of the computer to figure it out.  I didn't give up.  I didn't quit.  Jesus was sitting next to me.  I finally figured it out, because I did not say anything negative.  I said GOD's Word and the GOD's Word came to pass.

GOD can not do anything unless you are speaking GOD's Word.

The Angels of the Lord can not move on your behalf, if you are not speaking GOD's Word.

What are you doing to reach your goal?  Are you listening to the Worlds Way OR GOD's Way?

Look up at the Cross and what Jesus did at the Cross.  Read GOD's Word.  Speak GOD's Word and see your life change.

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Praise the Lord!

How often do you thank the Lord?  The Lord that created the world.  The Lord that created you, from dirt that breathed His breath into you?

The first thing I do in the morning is thank GOD for His love in the morning and His faithful in the evening. 

What is the first thing you do in the morning.

I thank GOD throughout the day.

Jesus is the reason we are here.  We are GOD's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to good work.  Ephesians 2:10

GOD created us for a purpose and to do works.  So we were not born stupid nor were we a mistake, no matter what anyone says.

For years, I was suicidal waiting to die, I was a cutter and would cut myself.  I would wake up and upset because I made it through another night.

GOD redeemed me from the pit that Satan held me in.  I have what I have because of GOD.  I do what I do, because of GOD.  I am who I am because of GOD.  I give all the credit to GOD.

We all have something to Praise the Lord.  GOD gave us a purpose. 

If you don't start looking to what Jesus did at the cross and give thanks and praise, then your life will never change. 

Praise the Lord while you are sitting in traffic.

Praise the Lord when you are paying the bills, and checking out at the store.

It does not matter what country you live in or what stage you are in at life. It doesn't matter if you are living on the streets or in your car.  Praise the Lord.

When you are at work, a job you hate, Praise the Lord, you have a job and others don't.

Are you sick, had a bad report from the doctor?  Praise the Lord.  By His stripes you are healed. 

Start looking at the Cross.  Start looking around and start being grateful for what GOD has done for you.  It will change your life.  GOD will Change your life.

I am amazed what GOD has done in my life.  I am living for GOD giving GOD all the credit and glory.

It is either GOD or Satan.  I am not longer listening to Satan.  Satan is under my feet.  I am now listening to GOD, giving him Praise and Glory every day and night and throughout the day.

Pray this:

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this day.  This is the day that I rejoice in the Lord.  Thank you for what I have and what you are going to do in my life today.  You are my GOD.  I have what I have. I do what I do and I am who I am, all because of you.  You are the reason I am here.  Thank you Jesus and everything you did at the cross.  Amen.

Your Past Does Not Define You

My Bible--My GOD  My Story of How GOD redeemed my life from the Pit that Satan held me in.  I was sexually abused by my grandfather, had an eating disorder, OCD and cut myself and was waiting to die.  GOD saved me because he chose me before the beginning of the world.  I have a purpose in this life and so do you.  Don't let Satan win.  Start looking to the cross and what Jesus did on the cross. 

Praise the Lord, all day, Every day!

Jesus Is The Center Of My Life

What is the most important thing in your life?

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?

What is the last thing you think of before you fall asleep?

Is it your family, or children?

Is it your job?

Is it about money?

Are you losing sleep worrying about money, bills or what you will eat tomorrow?

Where is Jesus in your life? 

When do you think of Jesus?  OR Do you ever think about Jesus and what Jesus did at the Cross?

Your life will not change if you do not put Jesus in your life. We are living in the End of Days.  Nothing is going to get better, if Jesus is not in the center of your life. 

I wake up in the morning and say "Thank you Lord for waking me up this morning.  Your love in the morning and your faithfulness in the morning."

It is that simple.

When I go to bed, I pray "Lord, thank you for this day.  Thank you for being with me and meeting all my needs today."

It is that simple.  Do not make your relationship with Jesus complicated.  Jesus walked this earth, like me and you.  He was hungry, he was tired.  Jesus knows what we are going through.  Jesus is right next to you.  Talk to Jesus. 

Your life will not get better if you do not look up, see Jesus on the Cross, taking all your sins, all your sickness and pain.  Jesus died on the Cross, went to the pit of Hell.  Fought Satan, and won.  Jesus defeated Satan.  Jesus rose from the dead and now in Heaven and is seated in Heaven with GOD.

Why wouldn't you put Jesus first?  Why wouldn't you get Born Again and have the Holy Spirit come into your heart.? 

In my life now, nothing else matters in my life.  Jesus is the center of my life and everything else falls into place.  It is amazing.  My life is so much better.  My days are better, stress free, worry free.

Pray this now:

Dear Lord,

I come to you as I am.  I am sorry that I have ignored you.  My life is a mess.  Please come into my life.  Soften my heart and let your love in.  Please open my eyes to you and your love.  I did you Jesus.  I can't do this without you.  Tell me what to do and show me the way.

Amen.

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I Am A Tither % A Giver

I am a tither and a giver. I have listened to Kenneth Copeland and he always says to tithe and to be a giver. 

If GOD tells you to buy someone, who you do not like lunch, you should.  Everyday, you should be looking for someone to bless.

I have heard this for a few years.  I agree, but didn't do it.  I thought, this is my money.  I realized that it is not my money, it is GOD's money.  How is GOD going to trust you with a lot, if  He can't trust you with a little.

Over Christmas, I learned of a family that had no food, living in my neighborhood.  I bought them a meat and cheese tray.  Then the next day I woke up and GOD said to me.  Buy them Christmas dinner.

I told GOD, that I just bought them something.  He again told me to  buy them a Christmas dinner.  I knew that if I didn't go to the store and do this right away, I wouldn't do it.  I went to the store and bought them a gift card.  I wrapped it and the meat and cheese tray.  They were so overwhelmed they started to cry. 

What would they of done if I did not go and buy them a gift card?  They would of gone hungry and had nothing for Christmas. 

January came, I bought them another gift card.  They were thank ful.

I was at church and was talking to this woman, she said she had to move from their rental and wasn't sure where they were going.

Again GOD nudged me and I went and bought her a gift card, for her family would have food while they moved.  She was grateful.

I had a gift card I bought what I needed.  I looked around and saw a family.  I walked over and gave that family the gift card, so they could use what was left on the gift card toward their purchase.

I am a giver, and GOD is blessing me.  Since I started giving since December and it is only February,

I received or bought:

A microwave

New Computer

I went to a larger town and shopped without worrying about the cost

I am receiving a good tax refund this year

A New Frig.

If this is not a BLESSING FROM GOD  I don't know what is.

GOD is BLESSING  me, because I am BLESSING others.

I know you might find this hard to believe.  I have struggled with this for years and decided to do it and it is working.

I am a Tither.  Every month I tithe 10% to GOD through church.  I never stop tithing.  I now have Tither Rights and declare them over me.

I am a giver.  I will buy a co-worker a soda or something.  I will buy the person behind me in line, his purchase. 

We are suppose to live and walk like Jesus. 

So if you are not convinced that giving and tithing does not work, give it a try.  Start giving today.  You can give your time or money.  Buy someone a soda.  Help your neighbor,  and see what happens.

The key to being a giver, is not to expect to get something in return from that person.  AND DO NOT do it out of anger or because you have to.

GIVE FROM YOUR HEART
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When you give, give because you can and to show the love of Jesus.

I get excited to give.  When I gave that lady the gift card, her face lit up. 

It is fun to be a giver, but the best part is that JESUS blessing me.  I am blessed and I am a blessing to others.

I am a Tither and a GIVER. 

I am the Body of Christ.  I am here to the work of Jesus.

I am Jesus's legs, words, eyes hands

WHAT EVER I DO, JESUS IS IN THE CENTER OF IT ALL

I am a writer.  I write Zombie Novels, then GOD told me to start writing my testimony of what GOD has done for me.

GOD told me to write my life story to help others.

So no more Zombie Novels.  I am now writing my life story.  Do I want to?  Not really.  I like to write Zombie Novels but I am a child of GOD.

I am going to do what GOD tells me to do, because Life is better with GOD

Are you tithing?  Are you giving?

What are you waiting for?

If you don't know what to give? or tithe?  Pray and ask GOD

Let me know what you think and what you are doing? 

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You Were Born Again To Change The World

You Were Not Born Again To Survive The World

I heard this at church.  It hit me hard, as if GOD was talking to me.  Saying "What are you doing with your life now?"

I went home and wrote this down.

Just because you become Born Again and accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, doesn't mean that Satan is going to leave you alone. Once you are Born Again, Satan is going to come after you harder and more often so you will not change the world.

Ephesians 2:10 For we are GOD's workmanship created in Christ Jesus to do good works.

We were created for a purpose.  Everyone of us has a purpose.  We are the body of Christ.  We are Jesus's body, His hands, His Feet, His eyes, His voice.  We are a solider in GOD's army.

For a long time I had no idea what that meant, We are the body of Christ.  If we are Born Again, we are a new creature in Christ and the Holy Spirit now dwells in us. 

I have the power of GOD on the Inside of me.  You have the power of GOD on the inside of you.  Are you acting like you do?  Are you walking around depressed, defeated, self centered, complaining all the time

OR

Are you walking around because you have the joy of the Lord inside of you.  Do you praise GOD in the morning and Praise GOD at night?  Are you talking to your co-workers and friends about Jesus and how your life changed? 

In my Book Discover Who You Are In Christ I list 70 Scriptures telling you who you are in Christ. 

If you don't read the Bible, you won't know who you now are.  I am in Christ and Christ is in me.

That is awesome if you think about it.  Jesus dwells inside of you.  He will give you the strength and power to do whatever you need.

I am strong in the Lord and in His might

Greater is He who dwells in me than who is in this world.

I have Joy in the Lord

I am holy and blameless in GOD's sight.

GOD created you to do something great with your life. 

Stop acting defeating and start living the way you were created, in Victory.

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