It is easy to give up. It is easy to go to bed, pull the covers over your face and wait for your life to be over. I have done that. It did not get me anywhere. I just waited time that GOD has given me. I wasted time that I can never get back.
GOD didn't give up on me.
GOD didn't leave me.
GOD waited for me to look up and ask for help.
GOD pulled me out of the pit that SATAN threw me into.
I am no longer wasting time.
I am listening to GOD
I am not giving up
I know that there is a reason that I am here
There is a reason that I didn't die.
I am not giving up on my dreams.
I am putting my faith in GOD
I have an eating disorder
I have been sexually abused when I was younger
I have no memory of my childhood, till I was in highschool
I have cut myself
I have tried to drink myself to death
I have prayed to GOD to let me die so someone else can live.
I am here, by the GRACE of GOD.
I have a purpose, though I don't know excatly what that is.
Why else am I still alive???
So if you are lost, hurting, confused, don't know what to do, you are not alone. I am right there with you.
I have no idea why I was born. I only know that I look up and trust GOD. He is guiding me. I am no longer listening to SATAN.
I am know a published writer and living my dream. I know that GOD is doing great things in my life and if I give up, I will never know what they are.
In my Book My Bible--My God www.amazon.com/dp/B006NOZDGW I tell my story how GOD and the BIBLE got me out of the pit.
You are not alone. GOD is with you. Others have suffered as you are. Don't waste any more time. Start living your dream.
Don't know where to start?
1. Look up. and say this: "Lord, I need you, I can't do this without you. Please help me. In Jesus's Name Amen
2. Through out the day say this GOD LOVES ME...HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME NOR FORSAKE ME. I AM HERE FOR A REASON I HAVE A PURPOSE GOD DOES NOT MAKE MISTAKES
3. When things get rough, take a deep breath and just say Jesus. He will here you
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Stop Listening to Satan
I have listened to Satan all my life. I am so sick of it.
I am now listening to God.
It it not easy .
When things are going good. It is easy to listen to God. It is easy to praise God. It is easy to Believe God.
When things take a turn for the worse, that is when your test is being tested.
My faith is being tested.
Last Sunday I found a church. I plan to go every Sunday.
My husband is having medical problems. He no longer can work. He is not getting paid. So the stress is here. Stress of the surgrey. Stress of paying bills. Stress of now being a care giver. It all changed in an instant. My life will never be the same.
God is always the same. Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.
I believe that and I stand on that. It is not easy. God is all I have to get through this.
Before I was the one that was being taken care of.
I was the one that was driven everywhere.
I was the one that was being waited on.
I was the one that leaned on my husband.
I was the weak one.
I was the one that depended on my husband
Now I am the one driving him everywhere
Now I am the one that is waiting on him
Now I am the one that my Husband is leaning on
Now I am the strong on
Now I am the one my Husband is depending on.
I am not saying that I am not stepping up, I am saying that my life changed in an instant and now God is the only one I can depend on and lean on.
I will not listen to Satan.
I will not let Fear creep into my thoughts
I will not let the what if's creep into my thoughts.
God has a plan for me
I am here for a purpose
I will depend on God
Satan was defeated at the cross
I will praise God even when I am crying and want to give up.
Satan is no longer has a place in my life.
God is my answer
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I am now listening to God.
It it not easy .
When things are going good. It is easy to listen to God. It is easy to praise God. It is easy to Believe God.
When things take a turn for the worse, that is when your test is being tested.
My faith is being tested.
Last Sunday I found a church. I plan to go every Sunday.
My husband is having medical problems. He no longer can work. He is not getting paid. So the stress is here. Stress of the surgrey. Stress of paying bills. Stress of now being a care giver. It all changed in an instant. My life will never be the same.
God is always the same. Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.
I believe that and I stand on that. It is not easy. God is all I have to get through this.
Before I was the one that was being taken care of.
I was the one that was driven everywhere.
I was the one that was being waited on.
I was the one that leaned on my husband.
I was the weak one.
I was the one that depended on my husband
Now I am the one driving him everywhere
Now I am the one that is waiting on him
Now I am the one that my Husband is leaning on
Now I am the strong on
Now I am the one my Husband is depending on.
I am not saying that I am not stepping up, I am saying that my life changed in an instant and now God is the only one I can depend on and lean on.
I will not listen to Satan.
I will not let Fear creep into my thoughts
I will not let the what if's creep into my thoughts.
God has a plan for me
I am here for a purpose
I will depend on God
Satan was defeated at the cross
I will praise God even when I am crying and want to give up.
Satan is no longer has a place in my life.
God is my answer
Back To Church
I went to church this past Sunday. It was a big deal for me.
I believe in God
I bleive in Jesus
I believe in Jesus's Blood
I just never went to church.
I had a customer at work, leave a card for me. it was called National Get Back To Church Day. I took that from a sign from God.
I knew that I should go to church, but I am always tired, and just never did. I did not have an excuse. So I made up my mind and went to church.
Going to church was the best thing I ever did.
they had a great Praise and Worship segment. Someone played the guitarn and we sang. The words were up on the screen. Songs I never heard before. This was not my Grandmother's or Mother's Church. I liked the Preacher. he read from the Bible.
I am now a church goer. I could never say that before.
I walked in and there were people to greet me. They made me feel welcome. The lady that gave me the card, saw me. I sat with her.
I know that it was God that guided me to this church.
What is this church that I went to?
Eastside Baptist Church......Taking Jesus to our community.
www.esbcmh.com
I know that I haven't blogged for awhile at this site. I guess I didn't have anything to say. Now I do. I was thrilled to go to church and I am thrilled to say that I am now a church goes. I now have something to look forward to every Sunday.
If you say you don't have time or are to tired to go, then you need to go. It was only an hour. One hour of my time to worship God and meet others who love God as much as I do.
I urge you to find a Church, open up your heart and aske God to find a church for you. He will
He directed me to a church and I am thrilled.
Jesus lights the way!!!
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www.createspace.com/3614885 Print Version
This is my first Bible I keep it next to my bed. I recieved it when I was 7 years old. No matter what I never let go of that Bible, no matter how many times I moved. The Bible is part of me.
Do you still have your first Bible????
I believe in God
I bleive in Jesus
I believe in Jesus's Blood
I just never went to church.
I had a customer at work, leave a card for me. it was called National Get Back To Church Day. I took that from a sign from God.
I knew that I should go to church, but I am always tired, and just never did. I did not have an excuse. So I made up my mind and went to church.
Going to church was the best thing I ever did.
they had a great Praise and Worship segment. Someone played the guitarn and we sang. The words were up on the screen. Songs I never heard before. This was not my Grandmother's or Mother's Church. I liked the Preacher. he read from the Bible.
I am now a church goer. I could never say that before.
I walked in and there were people to greet me. They made me feel welcome. The lady that gave me the card, saw me. I sat with her.
I know that it was God that guided me to this church.
What is this church that I went to?
Eastside Baptist Church......Taking Jesus to our community.
www.esbcmh.com
I know that I haven't blogged for awhile at this site. I guess I didn't have anything to say. Now I do. I was thrilled to go to church and I am thrilled to say that I am now a church goes. I now have something to look forward to every Sunday.
If you say you don't have time or are to tired to go, then you need to go. It was only an hour. One hour of my time to worship God and meet others who love God as much as I do.
I urge you to find a Church, open up your heart and aske God to find a church for you. He will
He directed me to a church and I am thrilled.
Jesus lights the way!!!
www.createspace.com/3614885 Print Version
Do you still have your first Bible????
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Tuesday, May 7, 2013
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Monday, April 8, 2013
GOD Has Changed My Life
In 2011 I wrote My Bible--My God www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW
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I thought my life was good backin 2011. I realized that Satan had a hold on me and tossed me into a pit.
It is an everyday battle not to listen to Satan. It is a choice who I listen to God or Satan.
I make a point to get up early and spend time with God. Do I want to get up early. I do not. I do it so I can hear GOD during the day, when I am busy, he will whisper something to me, that will stop me from doing something stupid.
One major thing that changed my way of thinking and how I look at others,is the fact that we are all a Spirit. We have a soul. We live in a body.
So now when I see people, I don't see them as human, I see them as a Spirit who has not accepted GOD or needs to be reminded that we are all connected to GOD.
I know that I have never fit in. I am what people call a loner. The fact is that the only one that understands me, is GOD. He created me. He loves me.
It took me about 50 years to understand and accept GOD'S Love, but I think it is worth it.
Once I put my trust in GOD.
One I stopped listening to Satan
Once I started spending Time with GOD
My Life Totally Changed for the better.
The year 2012, my life totally changed:
1. I swtiched jobs at work. I had 4 hours of training and then on my own. I had no idea what I was doing. I just told myself that I would sink or swim. I spent time with GOD. I prayed and I recieved a raise, when I was told that I wouldn't get a raise. That had to be all GOD
2. I recieved 2 royality checks from amazon. I sold books on amazon and am now cliaming my writing on my taxes.
3. I took a 2 week vacation to Key West Florida. This might not be a big deal to some, but when you are afraid to leave the house. Have to check everything before you leave the house, which could take over 30 minutes to get out of the house. leaving the house for two weeks in a big deal. I give GOD all the credit. I came up with a plan and figured out a way to leave for vacation without looking back. I give credit to GOD.
4. GOD gave me the knowledge to write and publish a short story every month. That is all GOD. My word count is up. I use to only write 100 words a day, and that was in long hand, and then I had to type it into the computer. The past two weeks I wrote 7,000 words in two days and the following week I wrote 6,000 words, sitting at the computer, not in longhand. Saving a lot of time. It is all GOD.
5. The fact that my 2 week vacation is paid in full. That is all GOD. I charged everything on my creidt card and was able to pay off the credit card off when I got back. GOD has blessed me.
Now it is 2013:
1. I have published 4 episodes of Me VS Zombies http://sharonleejohnson.blogspot.com
2. I recieved a fan letter on my facebook page from a reader that likes my Me VS Zombies Series
3. My boyfriend had a heart attack when we got back from Florida, he is fine. GOD healed him.
4. I have recieved another royality check last month and I am expecting to recieve a royality check every month this year. GOD gave me this passion to write. I have released my faith to recieve his blessings in my life
5. I am planning my next vacation back to Florida and I am not limiting myself on the budget. I know that if I listen to God he will supply all my wants and needs.
The year is not even half over and I am so excited to see what GOD is going to do for me.
5 things I do everyday:
1. I get up early everyday and spend time with God
2. I read the Bible
3. I confess my confessions throughout the day
4. I pray in the Holy Spirit
5. I no longer listen to Satan.
God has changed my life. He can change your life also
http://sharonleejohnson.com
Print Book www.createspace.com/3614885
I thought my life was good backin 2011. I realized that Satan had a hold on me and tossed me into a pit.
It is an everyday battle not to listen to Satan. It is a choice who I listen to God or Satan.
I make a point to get up early and spend time with God. Do I want to get up early. I do not. I do it so I can hear GOD during the day, when I am busy, he will whisper something to me, that will stop me from doing something stupid.
One major thing that changed my way of thinking and how I look at others,is the fact that we are all a Spirit. We have a soul. We live in a body.
So now when I see people, I don't see them as human, I see them as a Spirit who has not accepted GOD or needs to be reminded that we are all connected to GOD.
I know that I have never fit in. I am what people call a loner. The fact is that the only one that understands me, is GOD. He created me. He loves me.
It took me about 50 years to understand and accept GOD'S Love, but I think it is worth it.
Once I put my trust in GOD.
One I stopped listening to Satan
Once I started spending Time with GOD
My Life Totally Changed for the better.
The year 2012, my life totally changed:
1. I swtiched jobs at work. I had 4 hours of training and then on my own. I had no idea what I was doing. I just told myself that I would sink or swim. I spent time with GOD. I prayed and I recieved a raise, when I was told that I wouldn't get a raise. That had to be all GOD
2. I recieved 2 royality checks from amazon. I sold books on amazon and am now cliaming my writing on my taxes.
3. I took a 2 week vacation to Key West Florida. This might not be a big deal to some, but when you are afraid to leave the house. Have to check everything before you leave the house, which could take over 30 minutes to get out of the house. leaving the house for two weeks in a big deal. I give GOD all the credit. I came up with a plan and figured out a way to leave for vacation without looking back. I give credit to GOD.
4. GOD gave me the knowledge to write and publish a short story every month. That is all GOD. My word count is up. I use to only write 100 words a day, and that was in long hand, and then I had to type it into the computer. The past two weeks I wrote 7,000 words in two days and the following week I wrote 6,000 words, sitting at the computer, not in longhand. Saving a lot of time. It is all GOD.
5. The fact that my 2 week vacation is paid in full. That is all GOD. I charged everything on my creidt card and was able to pay off the credit card off when I got back. GOD has blessed me.
Now it is 2013:
1. I have published 4 episodes of Me VS Zombies http://sharonleejohnson.blogspot.com
2. I recieved a fan letter on my facebook page from a reader that likes my Me VS Zombies Series
3. My boyfriend had a heart attack when we got back from Florida, he is fine. GOD healed him.
4. I have recieved another royality check last month and I am expecting to recieve a royality check every month this year. GOD gave me this passion to write. I have released my faith to recieve his blessings in my life
5. I am planning my next vacation back to Florida and I am not limiting myself on the budget. I know that if I listen to God he will supply all my wants and needs.
The year is not even half over and I am so excited to see what GOD is going to do for me.
5 things I do everyday:
1. I get up early everyday and spend time with God
2. I read the Bible
3. I confess my confessions throughout the day
4. I pray in the Holy Spirit
5. I no longer listen to Satan.
God has changed my life. He can change your life also
http://sharonleejohnson.com
Monday, February 18, 2013
God Loves Me
I tell myself this throughout the day. It is not that I do not believe it. It is that Satan keeps pounding at my door and I am tired of it.
I have stopped listening to Satan. I tell Satan that GOD loves me. I talk directly to Satan, reminding him each and everyday that GOD LOVES ME.
GOD loves me, nothing else matters. GOD will take care of me. I release my faith in that and that is what gets me through each and every day. GOD'S LOVE
Satan is always pounding at my door. I can't do anything about it. I can stop listening to him. That is what I have done.
I ask GOD for strength. I ask GOD for Wisdom. GOD will guide me.
All we have to do is stop listening to Satan and start listening to GOD
GOD LOVES ME Nothing else matters
My Bible--My God www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW
Print Version www.createspace.com/3614885
I have stopped listening to Satan. I tell Satan that GOD loves me. I talk directly to Satan, reminding him each and everyday that GOD LOVES ME.
GOD loves me, nothing else matters. GOD will take care of me. I release my faith in that and that is what gets me through each and every day. GOD'S LOVE
Satan is always pounding at my door. I can't do anything about it. I can stop listening to him. That is what I have done.
I ask GOD for strength. I ask GOD for Wisdom. GOD will guide me.
All we have to do is stop listening to Satan and start listening to GOD
GOD LOVES ME Nothing else matters
My Bible--My God www.amazon.com/dp/B006N0ZDGW
Print Version www.createspace.com/3614885
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