We All Have a Testimony

imony We all have a story..  We all have had pain and heartache in our lives.  We all have a past.

We have a story to tell to someone who might benefit from your mistakes or dreams.

I have a testimony that I don't like to talk about.

I isolated myself from the world, because I was waiting to die.  I was sexually abused by my grandfather.  I buried the pain and memories.  I had a deep black hole that went to the core of my being.  The pain was great. The pain I couldn't explain.  So I developed an eating disorder.  At one time I weighed less than 90 pounds.  I started drinking.  I do like my vodka and wine.  That only numbed the pain.  The pain was getting words and suicide thoughts were taking over my life.  I then started cutting myself.  several times a day.  Not deep cuts, I told myself.  just enough to bleed, and release the pressure that was building up inside of me.

No one noticed the cuts on my arms at work or they didn't care.  I went home and barricaded my self.  I blocked the doors, so no one could get in. I duct taped all the window so no one could get in.  I became a prisoner in my own home and I liked it.  It was safe.  I planned on die alone in the bathtub.

Then one night while cutting myself in the bathtub, I had a visit from Jesus.  I was going to cut my self deeper and bleed out.  I had two days off work.  No one would be looking for me, until I didn't show up for work.

Jesus stood by the tub and asked me what I was doing?

I felt His love surround me and I dropped the knife.

 I have never told anyone of this until now.  I felt His love.

That night my life changed.  It wasn't like I changed over night.

I have been listening to Satan for 40 years, now I wanted to know what Jesus had to say.  I started listening to Jesus and my life began to change.

I have a testimony and I will be silence no longer.

You have a testimony, when will you tell your story.

Someone is out there that needs your story.

If you are Born Again, you have a testimony that only you can tell

Suicide Is Not The Answer. Jesus Is The Answer  Is my new release on whatever your problem is Jesus has the answer.

My Bible--My GOD The first book I publish about the steps I took to get closer to Jesus

It is time that we tell our story and help others.  Jesus healed us, We found Jesus We have to help others to find their way to Jesus.

Your Past Does Not Define You

Suicide Is Not The Answer

I just published a book Suicide Is Not The Answer/Jesus Is The Answer

I never talked about my Suicidal thoughts or attempts;  I just wanted to die.  What is the point of living.  I was sexually abused.  I abused alcohol to numb the pain.  I hated myself.  I isolated myself from the world, waiting to die.

Until I met Jesus

Jesus came into my life when I was at my lowest point in my life.  Jesus showed me another way.

Ephesians 2:10

For we are GOD's workmanship created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which He prepared in advance for us to do.

GOD already prepared in advance something for us.

There is Hope.  If you are still breathing, your are still alive and there is Hope.

Jesus Is the Answer.

Pray This:

Dear Lord

Please come into my heart.  I can not do this any longer without you.  I am lost, and I have no hope, I have nothing.  Please let me feel your love.  Please wrap Your love around me, show me the light, show me what You have prepared for me.  I want to be loved and I want to love.  Jesus come into my life.  Amen

Start looking to Jesus.  Start talking to Jesus.

You took the first step to living a life GOD created you to live.  You are now a Child of GOD.

The Holy Spirit now dwells inside of you.  GOD is on your side.  Start looking up.  Start listening the GOD's voice and follow GOD

Suicide Is Not The Answer/Jesus Is The Answer

Living Without Jesus

Are You living without Jesus?

Are you a Christian but still ignore Jesus?

We are living the end of days.  Jesus is coming soon.

Christians are being persecuted everyday throughout the world.

One day, Bibles will be burned.  Bibles with be banned.  This day is here.  Iran has no Christians.  North Korea has no Christians.

Don't take the Bible for granted.  Don't take going to church for granted.

Satan wants all Christians dead and to denounce GOD.

Will you die for Jesus?  Are you willing to go to jail for Jesus?

Will you go along with the world so you won't be killed?

You need to know where you stand with Jesus.  Jesus already knows your heart.  Jesus already knows what you are going to do.

It is not to late to change.  Start living for Jesus.  Stop listening to the World.  Start listening to Jesus and read the Bible.

I know I have followers all over the world.  I am praying for you and am thinking of you.  I have no idea what your life is like, but you are not forgotten.

In the United States we are spoiled and take for granted our freedom.  Freedom to worship.  Freedom to carry a Bible.  Freedom to pray.  Soon that could all be taken away.

I want my faith to be strong if I must choose death because I believe in Jesus.  I will not denounce my faith in GOD.

Jesus is coming soon and then every knee will bow to the name of Jesus.

There are people that do not believe in Jesus and I work with a lot of those people.  GOD gave us free will to make our choice.

I don't want to live with out Jesus.  Do You?

Pray this:

Dear Lord,

I come to you as I am.  I know that I am not worthy.  I repent what I have done.  I believe that You died on the Cross for me.  I believe that you died and went to the pit of Hell, defeated Satan, and rose from the dead.  Come into my life and do something with it.In the name of Jesus, Amen

If you are a persecuted Christian please let me know if you can, leave a comment.  I want to pray for you, and let others know what is happening.  You are not alone.  GOD will never leave you nor forsake you.  Know that others are praying for you.

Leave a comment so I know what country you are from.

I would love it if everyone would leave a comment and say what country you are from.  We all need prays.  If you want me to pray for you, let me know. We are all brothers and sisters, even though miles may seperate us.

Persecuted Christians

Do you realize that Christians are being persecuted everyday throughout the world and no one is doing a thing about it?

People are dieing for Christ and it is not on the news.

This has to stop, we must start talking about this.

Jesus is coming back.  Will His people be ready and waiting for Him or will GOD's people be hiding and deny they know GOD?

Which are you?  Are you willing to stand up for GOD?  OR are you going to deny Christ hovering in a corner crying?

I know that most of my readers are from other countries, Russia, China, France.  I feel your pain, but have no idea what you are going through.

I want you to know that you are not forgotten.  You are in my prayers every night.  All the signs are here, that Jesus will be coming back soon.  Stand firm on the Word of GOD, Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you.

If you are the lucky ones that are not being persecuted, you need to be praying for our Brothers and Sisters who are being Persecuted.

Pray This:

Dear Lord, I know you will never leave me nor forsake me, Please give me strength and I pray for all my brothers and sisters who are being persecuted, give them strength to stand on Your Word, and to increase their faith so they will never deny You.
Amen

In Matthew 24:9

Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by nations because of me.At that time many will turn and run away from the faith and will betray and hate each other.

But He who stands firm to the end will be saved.

I want everyone to know that you are not alone.  You have the Holy Spirit inside of you.  Jesus will never leave nor forsake you.

I am praying for you and you are not forgotten..

Jesus's Love Will Prevail

Pleae, Please, if you can, leave a comment, so I can find out what is going on and let the world know.  You will not be forgotten.

Stand firm on the Word of GOD and let your story be heard.

Please leave a comment, for we can pray for you,  You are not alone.

The Lord is GOD and We are His People!  Psalm 100:3