That is me, when I was younger. I look like a innocent child with no worry. The reality is that at that age, I am suicidal. I have been suicidal since I was born and followed me into my adult hood. I have been waiting to die since I can remember.
I have never talked about it. I knew that no one would care. My family doesn't care. I was the family sacrifice to my grandfather, and everyone in my family looked away.
My parents gave me a Bible when I was 7 years old. Not sure why, we never went to church. Even though I never read the Bible until I was 42.
I buried the fact that I was sexual abused by my grandfather my entire life. My family used me as the family sacrifice.
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You are never alone. Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you.
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